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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
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Dede's back.
At least for the last weekend.
For now,
He's serving his BMT.
The next time I will see him will be in 2 weeks time.
Haiz...
Another long long wait...
And I know this is just the beginning.
When he start overseas training,
I won't be able to see him for months.

Damn.
I'm worried for him...
I know he's going to be okay.
A lot of guys went through and survived NS.
I guess till the day I see him in one piece and hear it from him,
Then,
I'll be really convinced he's fine.

I'm thinking if all this waiting will be worth it.
Will he be seeing me with open arms?
We will drift away eventually?...
Cause communication between us is limited.
But I know in my heart I will not let that happen.
I will sacrifice whatever I can to make this work.

I will be understanding of his need to commit to trainings.
I can't pressure him further.
I know that it's not easy.
He's trying his best.
I just have to take things as it is.
Not to expect too much.

And I just hope that at the end of this all it will be worth it.
That the future will be bright for us.

It going be miserable for me.
The longing and worrying all the time.
Somehow I hate it.
But when I see him,
That smile and the way he look at me,
All the miseries will all be gone.
As always.
I just have to hold on.
And be strong.
Till the day comes.
=D.

Well,
While he's busy,
I guess I have to make myself busy too.
I'm planning of learning driving as soon as my pay comes.
And work more I guess.
And spending more time with friends that I've been neglecting.
Catching up with my readings...
And the list goes on.
I have to stop moping around.

Oh!
He bought me a lot of gifts from London/Paris...
Apparently,
He bought more things for me than himself.
LoL...
And I love them all.
Hehe.

P.S: He just called and will be booking out this Saturday! Wee! =DD.
And he just have to add on to my worries.
He said that it's hell in there and he can't wait to book out.
Feel really bad for him =(.
Dede have to hold on, get through it and be proud of what you have manage okie?
I'm proud of you and I love you.
You can do it!

10:15:00 PM
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