Saturday, September 29, 2007
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"Say OK"
You are fine You are sweet But I'm still a bit naive with my heart When you're close I don't breathe I can't find the words to speak I feel sparks But I don't want to be into you If you're not looking for true love No I don't wanna start seein' you If I can't be your only one
[Chorus]
So tell me when it's not alright When it's not OK Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say OK? (Say OK)
Will you stick with me through whatever? Or run away(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK) Say OK.
When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy But I don't want to be into you If you don't treat me the right way See I can only start seeing you If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)
[Chorus] When it's not alright When it's not OK Will you try to make me feel better? Will you say alright? (say alright) Will you say OK? (Say OK) Will you stick with me through whatever? Or run away (Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK Don't run away, don't run away)
Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove Let me know that you'll keep me safe I don't want you to run away so Let me know that you'll call on time Let me know that you'll help me shine Will you wipe my tears away Will you hold me close and say
[Chorus] When it's not alright When it's not OK Will you try to make me feel better Will you say alright? (say alright) Will you say OK? (Say OK) Will you stick with me through whatever? Or run away(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK) Say OK(Don't run away, don't run away) (Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK, don't run away) Will you say OK(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be OK)
Don't you hate it when your partner totally ignores you??
Well,
Maybe not totally... They talked to you as if they have something better to do... Must as well don't talk at all...
I don't really mind him playing game... He can play all he wants for all I care... But at least set a little time for me...
I can jst let this be.... ButI don't want us to have any communication problem... I seen what it could leads too... I don't want that to happen...
I know it's just a tiny mini small problem... But it's hard when you could hardly communicate with him... It's bad enough...
I'm being very understanding and patient le...
I guess we will see how this goes...
Got to talk to him I guess...
Hope it gets to his head...
hmmm...
That's all I got to say...
cIaUooo...
3:23:00 AM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
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"Someday (I Will Understand)"
[Verse 1:]Nothing seems to be the way That it used to Everything seems shallow God give me truth In me And tell me somebody is watching Over me And that is all I'm praying is that
Someday I will understand In God's whole plan And what he's done to me
Oh but maybe Someday I will breathe And I'll finally see I'll see it all in my baby
[Verse 2:] Don't you run too fast my dear Why don't you stop? Just stop and listen to your tears They're all you've got
It's in you You see somebody is watching Over youAnd that is all I'm praying is that
Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you
Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
No moment Will be more true Than the moment I look at you It's in you You see somebody is watching Over you And that is all I'm praying is that
Someday you will understand In God's whole plan And what he does to you
Oh but maybe Someday you will breathe And you'll finally see You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
9:49:00 AM
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Been a little lazy to post lately... Since my laptop is really slow and all...
Anyway,
Had a great time during DeDe's birthday celebration...
I was actually planning to sabo him...
Hehe...
But in the end,
Change of plans...
Well,
But we had a great time, celebrating wid his ex-classmates...
Went to Sakae Sushi to eat dinner..
I was really full and finally get to eat my chamushi(wrng spelling)...
And the fried Tofu...
Hehe...
Then,
We all went to Bishan Park to carry lanterns...
It was my first time seein them celebrating lantern festival...
Was quite interesting...
But,
One of his friends lost her pouch...
There's her handphone and ez-link card in it..
Poor thing...
We tried calling her phone and it was picked up but all we hear is this backgrd noise and went to look for it...
But didn't find it...
Haiz...
Also,
I didn't manage to complete De De's present on time...
I misplace the thing and had to go back to PS and get it again...
Then,
Last night I was cleaning out my wardrobe andI found it...
Like WTH...
But nevermind...
I given it to him yesterday and he loves it...
=)...
Hmmm...
Yesterday,
Nothing much happens...
Went to Funan wid De de and Kevin after School...
We are surveying for the best and cheapest laptop...
De de want to buy one...
Then we went to watch Rogue Assassin....
The movie is violent...
And I was still fasting at the time...
What the hell was I thinking...
But I only watch some parts...
Cause I fell asleep...
I was dead sleepy okay..
The last few weeks been getting 1-3 hours sleep onli k...
So didn't really get the movie...
But at least the both of them enjoyed it...
Then we went to eat at Secret Recipe...
Was suppose to eat at Earle Swensens but totally out of budget..
"Leave Out All The Rest" I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know
[Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest [End Chorus]
Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shared what I made I'm strong on the surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking me I want you to know
[Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest [End Chorus]
Forgetting All the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well
Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are
[Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting All the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well
Pretending Someone else can come and save me from myself
So I finally manage to change my blog skin... Hehe... Like this one a lot because of you know...
Anyway, Been a little busy ith work so I can't post that regularly anymore but will try my best.. It's my off day soo here I am...
A quick update of my week...
+tUeSdAy+
My first day of work... Was quite nervous and a little late... Found the place too report and get my stuff...
I felt quite awkward but after sometime I warmed up... I learnt to do cashiering... It's quite easy actually but must be EXTRA EXTRA alert... And FAST...
Then, The time come for me too break my fast and decided to go long john... And I vow Never to go there again... Well, Not So soon... Hehe...
My first day was all right I guess... The staff there is quite friendly... And my Asst. Supervisor rox... The manager sux though.... Got scolded twice... Haiz..
But it was all right... And Tiring...
De De sent me home :)...
+wEdNeSdAy+
Got my results today... Was really nervous... I thought I was going ot fail...
But I PASSSED!!!
My GPA is like 3. sumthing....
Didn't expect it...
But I'm grateful...
So,
I went to work again... Turns out one of my collegue is an ex schoolmate... We did the cashier together and talked a lot...
I was dead tired after work and De de sent me home again :)...
oh,
and "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, superman!!!".
Sorry can't be there for the celebration...
+tHuRsDaY+
The first day of the fasting month...
I've been fasting 4 the last few days so I get used to it already...
DeDe said I lost weight...
I'm like what do you expect??
I remembered this was the time that I first met him...
It was at McDonald's at Bishan...
I met Mich and Kev 2 go study...
And he was there with a few of his friends...
And He asked me the stupidiest question...
Like "Why am I not eating?".
Haha...
Who knows, we end up together??
So,
Anyway,
Work was as usual...
A few agitated customers...
Really boil my blood...
And found out I made a minor mistake which cost my asst. supervisor to lose $50 from his salary...
opps...
Sorry...
Will be a lot CAREFUL next time...
+tOdAy+
It's my off day...
Stay at home the whole day...
Wasn't feeling well...
Dede stayed overnight last night, so he's slept the whole day and we didn't meet up...
Well,
Nothing much happened...
I also been sleeping most of the day...
Just hope to feel better for work tomorrow...
Got to go and run some errands...
cIaUoooo....
9:16:00 PM
Monday, September 10, 2007
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"I Will Be"
There’s nothing I can say to you Nothing I could ever do to make you see What you mean to me All the pain the tears I cry Still you never said goodbye and now I know how far you’d go
I know I let you down but its not like that now This time I’ll never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together Cause you keep me from falling apart All my life I’ll be with you forever To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I thought that I had every thing I didn’t know what life could bring But now I see honestly You're the one thing I got right The only one I let inside Now I can breath cause your hear with me And if I let you down I’ll turn it all around Cause I would never let you go
I will be all that you want and get my self together Cause you keep me from falling apart All my life I’ll be with you forever To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Cause with out you I can’t sleep I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave You’re all I got You’re all I want Yeah And with out you I don’t know what I’ll do I could never ever live a day with out you Hear with me do you see your all I need
And I will be all that you want and get my self together Cause you keep me from falling apart All my life (my life) I will be with you forever To get you through the day and make every thing OK
I will be (I’ll be) all that you want and get my self together Cause you keep me from falling apart And all my life you know I will be with you forever To get you through the day and make every thing OK
Not to bad I guess as I slept most of the afternoons...
Anyway,
Since I last post, Nothing much had happen...
Didn't meet De De 2day(I mean yesterday.....erm...Last afternoon....) I guess it's better this way... We don't have to meet everyday... And like everyone said "Absence makes the heart goes fonder..." Also, it's gives us space to think for ourselves...
Hmmm...
I got nothing much to say really...
Just post for the sake of posting...
Well... My mummy is almost up and she will kill if she saw me using the laptop...
Will write in more next time....
Oh,
And I had edited the post where I put in the pictures...
It's much better now and with a bit of captions...
I was too lazy at that time to post it properly...
Well,
got to go...
CiAuOOO...
4:43:00 AM
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
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>hi<
>Just a quick post...<
>1st SORRY that I didn't really arranged the pix on the last post...<
>Will edit ASAP...<
>Just a quick review..
.< +Sunday+
-Didn't really go anywhere... -Stay at home like a gd gal... -Went to NP with mum and bought my black pants 4 my work... -Mummy said I nd 2 pay her back wid my salary... -Walk around NP... -Went home around 10 plus.... -No daddy to scold us... -Haha... -3 days since last meet DeDe.... -Miss him[sob sob:( ]
+Yesterday+
-Job orientation... -Very slow and booorrinng... -Received my polo tee and name tag... -Hate the colour of the polo tee a lot... -But the job seems fine...
-5N1 BBQ @ Pasir Ris Park... -Black out... -Had to cook in the dark... -Kinda irritating and scary at the same time... -Lucky it lighted up after "some" time... -The food was great.. -Had a Grrrreeeattt time.... -Regrets to those who didn't attend...
-Went off just in time to catch the last train (phew!!!)... -Go tawn with Erna.. -Had fun chatting and walking around town like 2 lost kids... -hehe... -Didn't sleep the whole night... -4 days since last seen De de... +Today+
-Still tawning wid erna... -Somehow end up at Starbucks @ MS... -Erna can't take it and fall asleep for like 1 hr plus... -I got nothing 2 do and can't fall sleep... -Keep myself occupied wid lame stuffs... -Haha... -After she woke up, walk ard suntec... -Met De de for lunch(finally!)... -Had a gd talk wid him... -Sumtimes feel like strangling his neck... -He jst don't get it... -But manage 2 work it out.... -He sent me home... -Thought could sleep but I have responsibillities [as in house work] -Caffeine keeping me awake..
------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ >Now, Hanisah is a walking zombie...Cause didn't get a wink of sleep last night...<
>Sorry, this post had to be in point form cos She's jst to tired to type...<
Waking up and finding him not there is the weirdest feeling... It's so quiet here now... It's like we are all walking on egg shells....
Yesterday sent off was a pretty long day... The day that we dread the most... Time seems to fly really fast... I wish I had the power to rewind time and do it all over again.... But what can I do?
We went to the airport hours before his flight is due...Waking up and finding that he's not there is the My whole family is there... Not the relatives just us... We were happy pretending nothing is going on and just had a great time... Taking pictures and recording videos like nobody business... I guess we all had a great time taking pictures and all... You should see the pictures of my mum and dad... Never had I seen them so cuddled up to each other... It's like they don't want to let go of each other and just want to stay there and hold each other... So romantic I know... But I guess it's about time we show our love towards each other... We were lost in our own worlds and now it's time to come back home...
It happened all pretty fast I guess... And just had to end with tears... The journey home was the longest... I think we all felt that there's something big missing... A big piece to a puzzle...
But I know it's now us that only felt it, daddy too... The look on his face when it's time to leave was pure concern and worry... And when my mum cried I swear he just want to forget about this and just go home... But being the strong guy he is, just went on with it... He left a few important words to us... Funny... I rarely listen to what he said, but this time I will follow it... And there he goes... We watched him go till he disappear from our sight and watch his plane goes....
I was thrilled when he message me that he had arrived safely at about 12 midnight and 11 pm there...
Well, At least he had reach there safe and sound... Hmmm.... I guess that's all... Enjoy the pics...
9:42:00 AM
that girl♥
Her name's Nur Hanisah 22 this year.
She's just a simple girl. With no high expectations.
Just wanna live life as simply as possible.
And achieving her wishes and dreams.
future wishes♥
♥ Class 3 driving license
♥ Registered Pharmacist technician
♥ Savings of $5K by end of 2011
♥ Cook dishes
♥ Engaged and married to Kendrick Liu Kenli
♥ Be a better person
