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Monday, October 29, 2007
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It's sort off the holiday...
And all I want is to sleep UNDISTURBED till I'm satisfied...
So much for that...
When I keep getting calls at like 7 am in the morning...
It's damn irritating...
Of course I didn't answer and switched my phone off...
I don't care...
I just want get my sleep...
hehe...
So,
Please please refrain from calling me in the morning...
Thanks...

Well,
The whole weekend I've been going jalan2 Hari raya straight for 3 days...
It's damn tiring loh...
I just woke up only...
Haha...
And,
I'm jst to lazy to upload the pics...
So,
If u wan it just tag me or sumtin and I wil send it 2 u k?...
So sorry...

It's e-learning week le...
I'm sort off glad but after seeing what I need to get done during this week, it just turned my smile up side down...
haha...
What to do?...
Who will be kind enough to help me do let me know k??...
Maybe I'll treat u to a meal...
huhuhu...

Now,
I'm just waiting for De de to finish school den we will meet up go window shopping...
haha...
Want join us?
You're so welcome too...
Just give me a ring...
But,
We are not going out with those who are taking O levels...
So sorry...

Hmmmm...

Nothing much to say I guess...

Well,
Here's one thing:

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REASONS WHY I WAS ANGRY AT DE DE

1. He refuse to go out with me and my friends...
But I'm always going out with his friends and I don't mind at all. And he can't
seem to do so.I spent like 2 straight days with my friends and he's already
complaining. But I don't mind when he spent time with his friends for more than 2
days.

2. He get distracted easily.
He can talk to me and in the middle of the conversation he stopped talking half
way cause there's this "interesting" match going on that he just have to watch
rather than finishing his sentence...

3. Sometimes he takes the longest time to reply messages and replied with only one or
two word. Must as well don't reply.I told him off and yet he still do the same.

4. He's just plain lazy. He said he will go jog or do something and end up didn't do;
giving excuses like he's just to tired and etc.

5. He said that he will buy me something next time. But the next time, he will again
said another time. And sometimes it will be weeks before I get it.

6. He keep changing his mind.

7. I can't stay mad at him long.
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Hahahahahahahahahahaha....

Whatever it is,

I still love Dede...

Well,
That's about it...

Got to go and get ready le...

cIaUoooo....

Luv dede.
Luv dede.
Luv dede.
Luv dede.
Luv dede.
Luv dede.
Luv dede.
Luv dede.
Luv dede.
Luv dede.

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1:14:00 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
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Yesterday,
After school,
I went home straight...
Thought that I could have a short nap as I was really tired...
But so much for that...
But mummy is around so no nap....
I got to help her do this and that...
And in the end she held me up a little...
So,
I was late meeting my friends...
We are going jalan2 Hari raya with my friends in SP...
=)...

First stop,
Was Amalina's house which is like at Kallang...
It's quite far but we rented a car so distance is not really a problem...
She have very nice cookies...
And we had satay....
Yum Yum...

Then,
We went to Bukit Panjang, Erna's house...
I'm like a regular visitor there...
haha...
Maybe will go there more than once again this year?..

After that,
Is Raiyhan's house...
I like that he stays on the first floor...
Very convenience and his have quite a big hall...
The weird thing is his mum knows all our names...
Hmmmm...
He must be quite a story teller...

Next stop,
Is Reduwan's house...
I like his TV...
haha...
Much better than mine...
And it's like so near school...
But he's still always late...
Dots...

Last stop,
Is my house!!!
We reached around 11 plus going 12am...
If my house didn't have another guest, I guess my mum will be sleeping le...
She was in a pretty good mood...
Cook us all Fried Rice although it's not much...
The whole day we only been eating cookies...
I was quite hungry I guess...
They left my house around 1am...

Overall,
It was a pretty nice day...
Got to comment on the driver(Raiyhan) though...
Honestly,
It was a very bumpy ride...
He keep on releasing the clutch which causes the car to die and need to start it again...
And there's a few time where he brakes like really hard...
I think my heart dropped to the floor...
It's like not funny loh...
But after a while he got better...
Must be because he didn't drive for quite sometime...
So a little rusty I guess...
I'm just glad I made it home safe and sound...
haha...

I wanted to call de de as we didn't really talk yesterday...
But he already went to bed...
Too bad I guess...
Will call him up later when he wakes up ba...

Now,
I had just woke up...
Waiting for some one to tell me the plans for today...
Haha...
Will be going jalan2 hari raya again...
So fun...
Huhuhu...

Hmmmm...
That's all I have to say...

cIaUooo...

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8:48:00 AM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
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This is a little bit out of the blue but whatever...
It's my blog I can post anything I like..
haha...

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8 REASONS NOT TO HAVE PRE-MARITAL SEX

1. I wanna wait till marriage.
2. I don't need it at this point of time.
3. It's not what I'm looking for.
4. It's not right.
5. I don't want risk getting sexually transmitted diseases.
6. I don't want to get pregnant.
7. I want to it give to my only husband.
8. I'm not ready to bear with the consequences.

Therefore, if u pressure me, convince me, force me in any way, I will still not give in...
It's my body, my decision...
If you are not legally married to me, don't dream I will get into bed with you...
Even if I fall in love with you, I still won't do it with you unless you're my husband...
I will do anything for you but not going in bed with you...
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Nothing much to post...
Just too tired and in pain to write...
Damn this cramps...
aduiii...

Will write in again soon...

cIaUoooo....

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11:48:00 PM

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"Too Much To Ask"

Its the first time I ever felt this lonely
I wish someone could cure this pain
Its funny when you think its gonna work out
Til you chose weed over me, you're so lame
I thought you were cool until the point
But up until the point you didn't call me
When you said you would
I finally figured out you're all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story

Every time I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh
You can't
You're too tough
You think you're loveless
Is that too much that I'm asking for?

I thought you'd come around when I ignored you
So I thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe, I guess you didn't take that warning
'Cause I'm not about to look at your face again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It wont be too late when the smoke clears
'Cause I, I am still here

But every time I try to make you smile
You'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
Is it too much that I'm asking for?

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11:07:00 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
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Yesterday,

err...

What did I do yesterday?...

Oh right,

I went to school as usual...
Managed to complete and print my essy on time and handed it in right on the dot...
haha...
Nothing really much happened in school...
I met Dede after school and we had dinner...
We had a little talk session...
He really scared me...
But now I know better ba...
haha...
I can't believe I almost cried...
Well,
I was really tired yesterday and very moody ba...
Only had sleep for 2 hrs again last night...
haha...
Then,
Dede sent me home as always =)...
All I remembered then was that I booted up my laptop and I think I fall asleep while waiting...
When I woke up, the laptop's gone...
Of course,
My sis using it...
Who else...
The funny thing is I received a call from Dede but I didn't remembered answering the phone...
haha...
I must have talked crap...
Will have to ask him later...

This morning woke up with the "best" headache ever and as always panadol to the rescue...
lol...
I was a little late for school...
Hmmmm...
But should have come later...
haha...
The lesson's damn boring and I'm only like half listening to what she's talking...
And counting the minutes till the lesson will end...
I'm like bored to death loh...
I'm hating math day by day...
I won't be surprised if I failed it this time...
So,
I think it's time I open the books and start studying...

I just can't wait for this week to end as it will be e-learning week next week and I don't have to turn up to school...
Sort off like a holiday...
I wanna stay home and sleep sleep sleep...
But,
Of course,
Dede will ask me out ba...
haha...

Now,
I'm waiting for Dede to finish school and then we can meet up...
I'm thinking of buying a sling bag...
Don't know whether I should or not...
See how loh...

I'm really really damn bored...
Haiz...

If I continued on I will just write more crap...
So,
I will just end it here...

cIaUooo...

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12:04:00 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
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I'm supposed to be working on my CRS essay but I sort off having writer's block and I NEED A BREAK!!!...
lol...
Therefore decided to blog...
haha...
Maybe will give me some idea what to write on that essay...

Today,
I went to school as usual...
I think I was early??...

Well,
School was fine except that I need to hand in that CRS essay by tomorrow which I'm only half way through...
dots...

Anyway,
After school I waited for de de to finish school and he accompany me to the airport...
So nice of him...
I made him travel all the way to the airport just to send me there and then head home le...

I guess the mood is a lot better now...
My dad wasn't being a nuisance and he's in a pretty good mood...
We had dinner and just hang around the airport till it was time for him to go...
Of course,
We took pics...
I will load it when I have the time...
My eldest sister failed to be there as she's working and can't get a day off...
She's pretty upset by it I think...
As we won't see him again till next year...

This time the good-byes are better...
We managed to hold our tears and give him a happy good bye...
I guess we are all used to it by now...

Hmmmm....

oh,
I finally managed to remove all spywares, malwares, trojans from my hard drive...
After hours of trying,
I guess it's worth it...
My lappie is still laggy but WTH, it's working fine...
And I won't need to reformat it again...
So,
Anyone out there if you happened to have the same problem as me,
Let me know and I will help you find the solution...
I'm sort off pro in this kind of thing le...
haha...

Hmmmm...

I really have nothing much to say actually...
I'm really tired right now...
Had like 2 hrs of sleep only last night...
But I have to finish up the essay before I go to bed...
So,
I guess back to work...
haha...

Good night people...

cIaUooo...

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1:44:00 AM
Monday, October 22, 2007
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I'm like the most unluckiest person...
Why is it always my laptop that have problems?...
It was like working fine in the day...
And I don't know some idiot go into some website, download and now there's virus detected...
I've been spending a few hours trying to get rid of it...
But I don't think it really worked...
Although my laptop is still working...
It's really laggy and things like security alerts keep poping out every few minutes...
It's really irritating...
Haiz..

Anyway,

Today went to one of my relatives house for hari raya...
And discovered that they have about 9 cats...
It's all really very cute...
I was kinda scared at first...
Haha...
I'm not use to it ba...
But i guess it's really fun to have them around...
Though taking care of them isn't really an easy task...
haha...

Then,
We went to Northpoint as my dsd wsnted to get some stuffs...

And he's seriously being a jerk the whole day...

Firstly,
We had to persuade him to actually go out...
He knows that it's the last day that he can go out with us for hari raya...
He won't be in Singapore for quite sometime...
What's wrong with taking the time to spend with his family and visit his siblings which he sees like a few times a year?...

And the words he said was kinda hurtful to us all...
My mum was really fed up and I know she's hurting inside...
How could he said that and expect us to just ignore it?
And he pretended like nothing happened...
I was really hating him then...
He really can be an idiot sometimes...
Can't he see that my mum is like really hurt?...
He didn't even make the effort to console her...
Just pretend to be oblivious to it all...
I really hope that he will regret what he did...

At one point,
I was thinking and I felt kinda bad...
I'm being a really bad daughther...
I continue to have a boyfriend behind her back even when she disallowed it...
I lied to her..
And the list goes on I guess...
I want to be a good daughther...
I really do...
But it's isn't that easy...

I will have to leave Dede...
Be home straight after school...
Listen to her all the time...
I use to do that...
But I can't anymore...
I don't want to go back to that kind of life...

I love Dede and I don't want to leave him...
He's like evrything to me now...
Losing him is like losing a big part of me...

Well,
After breaking out from her shell,
That's the time I really see the world...
You won't believe the number of places I never been before....
It was a lot of first time for me...

I love my life now...
I don't want to go back to how it was before...
I got everything I need now...

Forgive me, mum...
I had to do what I had to do...
If only you understand...
I'm really sorry that I hurt you...
I didn't mean too...
I'm really sorry...
Haiz...

It's been like 2 days seen I last seen Dede...
I miss him...
But I will most probably see him tomorrow/later...

Tomorrow,
My dad will be leaving for India again...
I'm not sure when he wil come back...
Probably next year...
Part of me really want him to go...
Cause when he's around he's been a nuisance to us all....
But I know I will stil miss him in the end...

That's all I have to say I guess...
It's geting really late and I should get some sleep le...
I have school in the morning and a long day ahead...

cIaUooo...

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2:15:00 AM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
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"Innocence"

Waking up I see that everything is OK
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]
This innocence is brilliant
I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect
Please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

[Chorus]

It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
It's a state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliant
Makes you wanna cry
This innocence is brilliance
Please don't go away
Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it
Don't you let it pass you by

[Chorus]

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4:51:00 PM

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"Damn Regret"

The moon is shining bright
The mood is feeling right
I'll kiss you on your neck
People will stare but we won't care

We're high above the ground
We're nowhere to be found
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again

Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is kind for you
To sit and pretend

[Chorus:]
Damn regret, I'll try to forget
Don't worry about me 'cause I'm refined
Cast my line to see what's behind
Did you think you'd persuade me to let you go?

I'm wishing you were here
My weakness is my fear
Alone I am myself
No reason left for me to care

Distracted by the sound
I hear footsteps all around
Empowered by adrenaline
Feel I've been born again

Again, I am repeating myself
And I know it is kind for you
To sit and pretend

[Chorus]

You're the only one I turn to
When I feel like no one's there
And when I'm lonely in my darkest hour
You give me the power
To sit and pretend

[Chorus]

Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?
Did you think I'd forget?
Did you think I'd surrender myself to persuade you to let me go?

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12:45:00 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
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Sian...

I wrote a post last night but didn't publish it cause it was half way written...
Too tired to complete it and I just leave it like that...
Really thought of staying up and chat with friends but again this week I fail edto stay up...
Haha...

Anyway,
this was the post I'm supposed to publish last night...

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I just got home le...



Wah,
My daddy borrowed his friend's laptop...
He so s*****...
Use his handphone to connect to the internet when he can just use the modem...
I think he's phone bill going blow le...
Still can ask if there's charges...
Like duh...
Dotz...
haha...


Well, he's left lke two more days before he goes back to India...

I felt kinda guilty...
He's home most of the time and I'm not spending time with him...
I left home before he's awake and when I came back he's either sleeping or me rotting in my room...
Haiz...

But he's still so good to us...
Give me $100 green packet le...
That's like the first time ever he given us that much...
Thank you so much, daddy =)...


Today,
I went school a little late...
Those inventors shouldn't have came up with the snooze function...
Not really a good invention...
Haha...
I think I pressed that button about five times le...
Still don't want wake up...
Haha...


Had a normal day in school...
My lecturer treat us all to Mcdonald's breakfast...
hehe....
I heard he's like the nicest and the best lecturer in the whole campus...
I'm so lucky to have him as my lectutrer...

After school,
Meet Gabriel and Dede...
Took bus to PS...
I think I went there like 3 days straight...
I'm sick of the place le...
Haha...
Suppose to meet Kevin there but as usual he's late...
We all call him the late king...
muahaha...

So,
The guys went to have lunch at subway...
I didn't eat there ok...
No appetite le..
Then,
they go play pool at Snookerium...
I played dede's PSP, Juice 2...
Very nice le...
I created my own profile and manage to get to league 7 all by myself...
Hehe...
I think I'm like addicted to the game le...

Kevin came like a few hours later then they go play billiard...
Haha...
Dede did a number of funny stunts...
Don't know if purposely or accidently...
Keep hitting the ball out and giving the guys free points...
Haha...
Laugh our hearts out...

After that,
We walked back and had our dinner at LJS...
Dede bought the Paper fish that cost $1 for donation to some organisation...
Very cute one...
Haha...

We walked to orchard after dinner...
Went to the Heeren...
Shop shop and Kevin decided to buy shoe...
Followed them to Far east, Lucky plaza, Taka and then back to Heeren's and lucky plaza...
I damn tired le...
Think my legs going break le...
haha...
But at least got PSP to occupy me...
I played till the battery went flat le...
lol...
Then,
Kevin so nice let me use his batt...
haha...
And also get to drink chocolate milkshake...
hehe...

Dede sent me home, =)...

I reached home kena interview by my mum...
haha...
She made noise le so I guess should be going home early le...

I realised nowadays I hang out with a lot of guys...
Wah...
I'm like always the only girl there...
I'm used to it now I guess...
But sometimes always hear them talked about cars until I very sian le...
Then,
Almost every minute sure they will say F***, Ch**** and blah blah blah...
Not good for my hearing le...
lol...
Just once I want to hear their conversation without the "very nice" words...
haha...
But I don't mind le...
Like use to it le...

I like really really tired and like half asleep le...

So,
Good night...
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Now,

My mum and sis at home very sian le...
We wanted to go out with my dad...
But seems like he only want go out with his friends...
Like don't care about us le...
Then,
When we asked to go out with him,
He like not happy le...
Haiz...
Then.
He went off le...

Nevermind ba...
He sure will regret it later..
haha...

I guess I will accompanying my mum today...
She like really very sian and kinda fed up with my dad...
haha...

Hmmm...

This post is getting very lengthy le...
So I will stop here...
haha...

Got to go...
cIaUooo...

12:04:00 AM
Thursday, October 18, 2007
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Now waiting for my hair to dry then I want go sleep lers...
Don't know why this few weeks I feel very tired...
Just recovered from the cold and cough then the stupiq diarrhea and then now I've been getting bad headaches and throwing up...
Maybe I'm just tired and need rest...
haha...
Haiz...

Well,
Today I have GEMs in the morning...
First time I came before the lessons starts...
hehe...
My lecturer was being really funny today...
She was irritated by those late comers...
And make them think that we are actually having a real test and marks are counted...
They all really believe her...
haha...
She's not really a bad lecturer....
And I think she's the youngest among all my other lecturer...
So,
She's more open minded and understanding...
Haiz...
The real test is next week le...
So fast...
And it's more like essay writting loh...
Almost like exams such as SS and GEO...
WTH I chose this GEMs??...

Then,
Had IDEAS...
I'm struggling using the Zbrush thingy...
So complicated...
I don't even have an idea what to create...
Hahaz...
And need to be submit by next week le...
hmmmm....

And then had about 2 hrs break...
As usual slack at library...
WTH...
My IE browser cannot connect to the network and I can't sign in to MSN....
I tried with my home network so it's either my laptop or the webpage problem...
Hmmm...
Why am I always the one to face this kind of prob le?...
haha....
So sway...

Last lesson of the day was math...
My most hate class this semester...
Mainly due to the lecturer...
Her 1 hour of lecture feels like 10 hours...
It's like never ending....
haha...
And then I did the tutorials questions...
Doing the sums made me really tired...
Used up my brain power and energy...
It's not really that hard I guess...
Just that I missed out some lessons and had no idea what she's was talking about...
So,
A lot of catching up to do...
Even at the end of the day,
I still have a lot more questions to do...
Sian....

Well,
What to do...
haha...

I went to meet Dede at PS again...
Watched SuperBad....
It's a really crude movie...
I wondered most of the time why the hell am I watching this...
It's not really that bad I guess...
Quite funny and really crude...
Won't really recommend you all towatch...
But,
Watch at your own risk I guess...
Hahaha....

Thought of meeting my friend after movie but due to unexpected change of plans,
We didn't meet...
Next time I guess...

So,
Dede sent me home...
He still can't beat me in Boggle..
huhuhu..
Try harder k?...

I'm really, really tired now...
Reached home and I think I throw out every contents in my stomach...
Gross...I know...
But I didn't eat much in the day...
Just hope my body will function as per normal soon...
haha...

Finally,
My hair is dry and I can go sleep le..

Good night...

cIaUooo...

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11:38:00 PM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
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As usual I'm bored...

Usually on wednesday,
I be off school by 12...
But today there's some events going on and I had to stay till quite late...

So,
Now I'm having like 3 hours break??
All my other classmates had GEMS classses so now I'm in the library slacking...


My tummy damn pain sia...
This morning went toilet few times le...
Still me very stubborn want go school...
huhuhu...

I been blog hopping again....

What the hell is going on???...
I guess I should just accept whatever is said but this time I just can't...
Cause I think it's gone to far?...
Let it be and it get worse?...

I'm kinda in a dilemma right now...
Haiz...

WTH...

Just say whatever I got to say...
What does it matter anyway??...
If others can do it, I also can...
Don't care what's it's going to turn out too...

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Look,

If you think you don't care about yourself,
Then,
Shoudn't you be more careful about the words you use and how you put it?
And THINK before say you things out?
Cause you are actually hurting someone's feelings?
That's not caring about only yourself?...
Maybe you should also CHECK WHAT HAPPENED...

And,
What makes you think I won't help you?
I don't even know how you want me to help you...

So,
It's hard for you to say it out...
Not my problem ba...

You know you could always say whatever problems you are facing...
I'm not with you 24/7...
I don't know if anything happened to you...

Did you ever ask yourself why didn't we ask you what happened...
Because we know we will always get the same answer...
We are just waiting for you to approach us...
But you did not...

I'm just helping and this is what I get?

How fair is that?

Thanks lah...

Say all you want, if that's whats make you happy...

I don't care anymore...

What is done is done...

No regrets...

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OMG.

If you guys know me well,
That's so unlike me...
I hardly get angry with anyone...

WTH...

I don't even know why I'm bothered with this things...
This stupiq, childish thing...
Should have listen to my guts and never get involved in the first place...
Haiz...

Whatever it is...
This thing is not going to get me down...
Pointless and just a nuisance...
What ever happen will happen ba...
I seriously can't be bothered anymore...
Like what's the point...
I say one thing it will turn out another way...
There will never be an end to it...
Haiz....

My break ending soon le...

Got to go....

Will write in again...

cIaOuOO....

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2:03:00 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
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Today,

It's our 9 months le...
How fast time flies and who would have thought we would last this long....
=)...

Well,
We meet at Causeway point to have our dinner at Swensen's....
Dede was being really nice...
He made me this card and even gave me a bouquet of flowers...

Take a look:

































[It's a pink rose and purple Hibiscus, I think....3 stalks of it represents "I love you"...]
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That's like the first ever flower I ever received from a boyfriend...
I'm really touched and I love it...
Thanks you so much Dede =x...
I ate Mac' N cheese and he ordered mega burger...
It's not that bad...
And we had Cookie summit for dessert...
Yum, yum....
I'm really full after that meal and my tummy's bloated now...
Huhuhu...
After that,
We walked around causeway for a while and took a bus to yishun...
And finally the moment I been waiting for a zillion years...
I finally, finally get my DOUBLE CHOCOLATE...
YAY!!!...
Thanks again Dede, =)...
We talked for a while and took the bus home...
Played Boggle again and I won him twice, =)...
And I came home to an empty house...
huhuhu...
I really had fun today and enjoyed it although it's not much...
What can I say?...
I always enjoy the moment I spent with Dede...
It's the best time in my life right now and I will treasure it while it lasts...
I'm happy now...
Even though there's still flaws here and there, it don't matter to me anymore...
I have to enjoy little things that happened and always think positive...
Appreciate everything that I have now and stop searching for those that I know I won't get...
It's pointless....
Hmmmm...
Seems like everyone getting things off their chest...
Maybe I should too...
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To: Michelle
Firstly,
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to set you up but I had too.
It wasn't easy for me.
I predicted things will turn out this way.
But I'm just helping a friend and I thought that it might help you...
My intention wasn't to get you guys back together but to give you guys a chance to talk it out...
Unfortunately, it didn't really worked out...
You could have told me what ever is going on between you guys...
Cause seriously I have no idea...
I'm always the last to know...
All those times we asked you what's wrong,
You always said that it's nothing and you don't want to talk about it...
See,
Now you even ask us to go and asked Nic what happened when you yourself could have just told us...
Is it that hard?...
How am I suppose to help you then?...
I don't read minds...
And,
You know that I will help you out...
I feel kinda guilty that I was the one who encouraged you to have a go with it...
But you know you could always opted out if you wanted too...
I won't forced you...
I would have understand...
Sorry if you felt trapped and that we drove you to a corner...
Let me get this straight...
It wasn't what we intended but again sorry if you felt that way...
We should have known better shouldn't we...
It's all mess up now I guess...
A lot of misunderstanding and misconception...
If only we've been more straight towards each other...
Honestly,
This is really a stupiq thing to be quarelling about...
We could have dealt it in a better and more mature way...
But this is how you want it ba...
Now,
You've lost trust in us and are disappointed...
I know no matter how much I say and try to clear things up, it won't matter to you anymore and you won't want to listen anyway...
Cause now, all it matters is what you think, what you feel, your point of view ba...
We disappointed you and that's the end of it...
I just hope you won't hold a grudge towards us all...
As I won't...
I will always forgive no matter what...
It's not up to me to decide whether a person should be forgiven or not...
Since,
You want us not to be bestfriends anymore,
I will just go with it and let it be...
No point arguing and trying to mend things...
I'm just really tired of dealing with this stuff...
I don't need all this...
Just let it be ba...
I don't care anymore...
Maybe this will turned out for the better...
But I doubt so ba...
Knowing you...
Well,
Guess now you're really happy with him...
I'm really glad you've found what you wanted...
Hope it will lasts...
And,
All the best for your 'O' levels and everything that you do...
Just know,
If you have any problems or troubles,
Feel free to talk to me and I will help all I can...
Doesn't matter if we are not friends anymore, I will still help you...
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All I can say now is,
Friends comes and goes...
I'm just waiting for that true friend to come out...
You lose one, you gain another...
That's all I have to say for now...
cIaUoooo....

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9:10:00 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
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Another post for the day...

I'm pretty bored so decided to post again...

Actually I just got home...

I had a pretty great day at school...

Finally,

Get to enjoy my favourite Chicken Rice stall...

Hmmm...

And a classmate told me that it's obvious that the guy still had a thing for me...

Well,

I knew that since last semester...

I just pretend to be oblivious...

I talked to him and he knows we can only be friends...

He can dropped me hints, treat me nicely, do things for me but he's not going to win my heart...

I only treat him as a friend and nothing more than that...

I feel bad for him of course...

I can see that he really want to be with me and he's disappointed, heart broken??..

I don't know...

But what am I suppose to do?

I cannot stop him from liking me...

That's his problem...

I just hope he will move on, find someone else and just leave me alone...

I guess I will just let it be for now...

Just act normally....

He's old enough to think for himself...

huhuhu...

Anyway,

After school,

I meet Dede and we went to Vivo City to check out the new Courts...

Then,

We decided to watch "Now I pronounce you Chuck and Larry"...

The movie was hilarious and a must watch...

We both laughed our hearts out...

And there's also a moral to learn at the end of the movie....

So,

In short,

It's a great movie to watch...

After the movie,

We walked around Vivo and I bought a 1 GB micro SD...

Cost about $29.90....

Not too bad I guess...

I tried finding my Zen stone USB cable but to no avail...

Haiz...

Then,

Had dinner at LGS...

Seriously,

The chicken is shrinking...

And the service there is not up to standard...

But it's fine...

Nothing much...

I didn't finsh my meal as I lost my appetite all of a sudden and just feel like puking everything out....

As usual,

Dede finish it for me...

Hehe...

I think I lost 3kg in total during the fasting month...

Got to gain the weight back...

Hmmm...

Then,

We went to Courts and check out the prices and the installment plan there....

I don't think Dede will be getting a laptop that soon after all...

Hmmm....

Well,

He just got to wait...

Who knows a better and cheaper model will come out...

We head home after that...

I played Boggle with Dede in the train...

He's quite bad at it...

I won him 3 times in a row...

Huhuhu...

On the way to the bus interchange I met one of my Band senior...

Surprised that he still remembered me...

haha...

Also met an ex classmate in the bus....

huhuhu...

Well,

That's all I guess...

Nothing much to say le....

Tok more crap soon...

cIaUoooo....

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10:33:00 PM

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Okay now I'm all blanked out...

I had soo much to wirte just now....

Haiz...

Whatever...

Well,

Yesterday, we didn't go out jalan jalan because expecting some visitors...

So I stayed home the whole day...

Woke up around 9 plus, ate breakfast and slack the whole day...

I managed to let my parents to let me use my dad's phone...

As he found a phone and fall in love with it...

So,

Now I'm using his nokia 6300 phone...

Thank you soo much, daddy...

My relatives came about 8 plus while I was watching taxi...

Only manage to watch the first few scenes and I got to help entertain the guests....

I think about 4 family came at one time??

huhuhu....

Then my mummy sort off scolded me for some stupiq reasons and in front of one of my aunt...

Like WTH...

Well,

Safe not to talk about it...

Not that much anyway...

Just about trusts...

See I trust my friend and really trust her...

But my mum don't for some stupiq reason and she don't even know my friend that welll and she's already saying things about her...

How fair is that?

And she trust my aunt more than me??

Haiz...

Whatever...

I don't really care anyway....

Talked to my sort off cousins to clarify things and he said he will help me investigate...

So nice of him...

Honestly,

I don't know who to trust anymore...

Hmmm...

Well,

This days I feel very tired...

I can't stay awake past 12am....

And I'm hungry like 24hrs....

I don't feel full even after I eat...

What's wrong with me??

huhuhu...

I'm in school now having a break...

Staring at this bottle that Dede given me and I'm supposed to finish it when we meet later....

I'm considering draining out all the water...

Haha...

Bad bad girl....

Cos it's room temperature and I really hate it...

Haiz...

Got to drink more water I guess....

And get well...

huhuhu....

Hmmm...

Nothing much to add I guess....

Got to Go...

cIaUoooo....

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9:24:00 AM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
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What a day...

Here's what happened the last few days...

+ThUrSdAy+

I went to school as usual today...

Nothing much...

Well,

I skipped my math lecture...

Cause I wasn't feeling that well and I know even if I go nothing will go inside my head...

I'm just wasting my time...

So I called up Dede and we meet...

We went to Bugis to purchase an Adidas sling bag that I wanted...

In all I bought 1 shirt and a skirt and some other stuff...

Spend quite a lot...

huhuhu...

Dede bought a shirt and a bermudas...

He's broke now...

huhuhu...

He sent me home pretty early so that I can get some rest...

+FrIdAy+

My daddy's home!!!

I'm suppose to follow my mum fetch him from the airport but I overslept...

He reached Singapore about at 5am...

Well,

When I woke up,

He's already there...

He look a little different but same old same old...

And he bought us some mengali clothes and fabric...

It's really nice and it's not really that cheap....

One set I think cost about hundred plus?

I went to school as usual and got my laptop reformat to the right operating system at last...

Next time I will just reformat it here in school...

After I'm done,

Met Dede and his bro and they brought me to the service apartment they gonna stay till this sunday...

It's at Newton and really very nice...

I love the view, the house deco and everything...

The bathroom is really great and the got a big plasma TV with cable...

How I wish I can stay there my whole life...

Well,

I guess they going to have a great time there...

Again,

I went home early to help prepare for Hari Raya tomorrow...

With my father's home,

I guess our spirits are lifted and we look forward to Hari Raya...

I was dead tired at the end of the day/night....

+Today+

It's 1st day of Hari Raya....

The kitchen smells really great....

And mum cooked my favourite dish, Ayam Masak Merah (Chicken in red sauce?)

yum yum...

This year all the dishes are damn spicy...

huhuhu...

But as usual it's really tasty...

We didn't go out in the afternoon since a few of my relatives came for visitation...

My house was crowded and noisy...

My dad is being really loud and a little annoying...

He told stories about his stay there...

Believe it or not,

There's no traffic lights at Dhaka and no law to follow...

It's like complete freedom..

But it's overpopulated and neglected by the government there....

There's a lot of poor and needy people there....

And apparently the food there sucks...

My dad says the people there don't really know how to cook and enjoy food...

All they always eat is curry and curry and lots of curry....

Oh,

And it's gonna be winter there for the next 3 months...

How cool is that??

After hearing his pretty gross stories,

I guess,

I'm really glad and appreciate that I live in Singapore...

Well.

in the evening then we make a move to my uncle's houses...

We didn't went that much due to transportation. problems...

But we enjoyed it while it lasts...

Had a great 1st day...

Dad says we will be going visiting more houses tomorrow...

Looking forward to it...

Hmmm...

That's all I guess...

CiaUoooo...

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9:46:00 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
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7:46:00 PM
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
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ok...

I'm really missing double Chocolate...
Like really craving...

Damn this stupiq cough that don't seem to be going away....

Go away Please....

I want drink Double Chocolate....

huhuhuhu....

Haiz...

Anyway,

Nothing much happen his week...

I'm kinda fed up...

Well,

I reformatted my laptop with the wrong OS(operating system)....

And I went back to Acer to get the right one but turns out they don't have it...

I left my laptop overnight thinking they wll get it down...

How wrong was I?

Now,

I need book slots to reformat it in school...

It will about 5 hrs ok...

Aiyo....

So sian...

Anyway,

Today went out wid Dede and his Bro after school...

Me bought 1 addidas shirt, a polo tee and a "Miss giggle" T-shirt...

And also a Ipanema sandals...

quite happy with the purchases...

Went to play pool wid them oso...

I know this game been around for quite some time le

But I just started playing it...

I'm addicted to Audition....

huhuhu...

Well,

I guess now I'm pretty much busy due to Hari Raya's preparations...

I hate this years one...

Mostly because can't go out much as I still have school...

So the only time will be weekends...

Haiz...

But my daddy's gonna be home...

YAY!!!

=)

I need to go now...

A lot of things to do...

Will post again soon...

CiAuOOO.....

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11:42:00 PM
Monday, October 8, 2007
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I was really fed up with my laptop...

Really really lagging...

I can't even load my own account...

It's like *tut*...

So,

I decided to go to Acer Service Centre to get it serviced...

Since if I went to the school one it needs booking first...

And I don't have time for that...

huhuhuhu....

Since no one to accompany me, I went all by myself...


Dede's sleeping at home since he overnight again at his friend's house, playing mahjong and then he went to meet them up again to watch Resident's Evil.

So,

He got no time to meet me...

Like whatever...

I don't mind...

He got his own life to live...
But,
I'm proud that I made it...


To some place that I have never been before and only had rough idea on how to go there...

Shows that I'm independent...

huhuhu...

Well,

I dropped at the wrong stop but just as well...

I found the place at last....

The wait was quite long and there were a lot of people and of course laptops...

The guy told the only way to solve my problem is to reformat it, something to do with error in the softwares ...

I think I reformatted it like 3 times in like 9 months?

But I don't really care I just want to get over it...

Even though I didn't made any back up cause I can't be bothered too and most of the files are junks anyway....

Surprisingly it took them only 30 mins to complete reformatting it...

Compared to in school which takes hours....

And they load all files and drivers for you so you don't have to go to the trouble of downloading it...

And install the correct Windows XP version...

Except Microsoft office....

So,

I cannot view any files or review the slides...

Got to wait till tomorrow when I configured it to school requirements...

Overall,

I'm happy with the end result..

It is now a lot a lot faster and less laggy...

But I know it's not for long since more files will be downloaded and cramped the hardisk again...

huhuhu....

I'm actually trying to immerse myself with work...

Cause If my mum sees that I'm free she will start ordering to do this and that....

I'm really tired and so no mood for it....

huhuhu...

Bad hanisah...

I'm so damn bored now...

I'm supposed to be revising or something but I just can't seem to get myself to do it...

haiz....

Well,

I guess that's all I got to say...

will post again...

CiaUoooo....

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10:55:00 PM
Sunday, October 7, 2007
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It's Sunday!!!

Like duh...

Huhuhu...

I'm just glad that I feel so much better now...

It's weird I'm suppose to be better yesterday but in fact I 'd felt worst than on Friday...

Well,

At least the fever's down and I'm all better now...

haha...

I got to stop moaning le....

Last night was a pretty long night...

You have no idea how hard is it to put a one year plus kid to bed when he's missing he's mummy...

I was struggling to let him forget his mum for awhile and just go to sleep...

To the point,

We went to 7-11 to get him some treats and I don't care how much the amount came too...

As long as he's happy....

It didn't really help though....

I had to carry him up and let him see outside the window...

And we stand for hours I think...

huhuhu....

Every car pass he hopes it's he's mummy coming to fetch him...

It's a pitiful sight...

Haiz....

But kids are kids....

He got tired and I manage to pull him off the window...

And pat him to sleep...

He's so peaceful when he sleep...

I so want a kid on my own...

OMG!

WTH i'm thinking....

haha...

But I was woken up early in the dawn....

By him calling out for mummy again and ya,

We didn't wake up to eat breakfast...

Like WTH...

Hmmm....

2day most probably will be staying at home...

Not meeting DeDe again as he's out celebrating his gay partner's birthday...

haha...

I think I will be making cookies today...

I know I said on Friday,

But I came home late on Fri and yesterday I was slping the whole afternoon...

And with my cousins around baking it ard that time is just like welcoming a disaster....

Huhuhu...

Honestly,

I just like the end result and proud that I made it all by myself...

Hmmm...

One more week and my daddy will be home...

I can't wait for his arrival....

We all miss him....

A Lot....

haiz....

Got to go and entertain my cousins...

And We all can't wait to see their new baby sister...

Another addition to the family...

But I like her birth date, 06102007....

We shared the same day...

haha...

All right,

Really need to go now...

cIaUooo....

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9:21:00 AM
Saturday, October 6, 2007
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I'm excited now I guess and I feel like telling the whole world...

huhuhu...

Let me tell you what happenned...

Since,

I was taking the medi,

I was really knock out and in a very deep sleep...

I think my sis woke me up a couple of times, to eat breakfast...

And I didn't even stirred...

huhuhu....

Then,

My mummy screamed at me and that's when I woke up...

Not on a nice way...

Mother's...

The best alarm clock u can get...

Haha...

I'm jst glad I woke up....

So,

We had this phone call...

Pretty early and it was my aunt....

My mummy was like "She's going in to labour" even before talking to her...

haha...

And as always she's right...

What I don't get it is why the first person my aunt called is my mum when it should be the ambulance?...

And as usual she hates the ambulance and stubbornly refuse to call it and opt for a taxi ride there....

Like WTH...

We've been through this when she was going to give birth to her other sons...

So I guess used to it...

And I guess...

All our advice means nothing...

huhuhu...

So anyway,

My sis and me took the cab and pick up my cousins to our house so we can take care of them while she's away...

Hell,

They are all like walking zombies but excited...

We all are I guess...

I went back to sleep straight after...

I was tired and drowsy ok?

And I missed the news I guess....

She already given birth to her baby...

And as predicted it's a girl!!!

So,

Finally I got a cousin that's actually a girl...

What can I say?

I'm excited!!!

=)...

got to go

CiaUooo....

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11:25:00 AM
Friday, October 5, 2007
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I'm a bad girl today...
haha...

Woke up at 8:30 when class starts at 8am...
I think if there isn't any renovation works above my floor, I will still be sleeping...
Hehe...
Even if I go school I will be really late...
But it's ok...
I'm sick anyway....
And it's not always that I skip school...
huhuhu...

So,

I called up Dede and we went to the polyclinic to get my MC and medication...
I think the last time I went to see the doctor was when I was in Sec 1?....

Dede was really being protective and concern about me...

I have to take medication...

I cannot eat this and that...

I have to rest like ALL THE TIME...

huhuhu....

I'm lyk WTH...

Usually,

When I'm sick I always do whatever I like...
I don't care...
I can eat chocolate even with a bad sore throat...

But,

It's nice to have someone to pay attention to you..
Not that I'm getting much lately...
Huhuhu...

Well,

Got to thank My Partners In Crime...
You know who you are...
For helping me you know...
Huhuhu...

I think I will die if you guys don't help me...
Huhuhu...

I guess the moral of the story is don't fall sick...

Haha...

Anyway,

After the visit to the doc,

Went to meet my friend and walk around Suntec...
We also manage to get lost...

WTH...

huhuhu...

Then,

Met her sis and we went geylang...
The weather was super hot...
It was ok...

And after we did our shopping went to meet Dede, his bro and Kevin for dinner....
And played pool at Meridian Hotel after dinner...
And then we head home...
Dede sent me =)
huhuhu...

Man,

I hate this medi...
Making me damn drowsy...
I feel like I'm sailing on a boat...
Huhuhu....

Sorry if this post is alittle monotone...
I'm high on drugs...
huhuhu...

Hmmmm...

Got to go now and Zzzzzz...

cIaUooo....

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11:14:00 PM
Monday, October 1, 2007
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I'm happy now I guess...

Hehe...

Got to meet Dede after so many days...(4 days)...

I was really looking forward to it...

I'm just glad to see him after how I been treated the last few days...

Well,

We went Funan again to check out the laptop prices and confirm it...

Then we go meet Kevin...

Went to play pool and did a bit of shopping...

Dede bought me a new wallet, 2 t-shirts and a pink ear piece...

He bought himself a wallet too and a sling bag...

Hehe...

Thank you soo much, Dede...

I also finally get to eat ice-cream...

Although it's not Swensen's or Anderson's at least it's ice cream....

Huhuhu....

So,

I guess we enjoyed ourselves...

I'm really tired now...

If I stayed up late another night,

Dede gonna spank me...

haha...

Therefore,

Got to keep this post short, do my research and go sleep le....

Will post in more soon..

Got to Go....

cIaUoooo....

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10:54:00 PM

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"One Step Closer"

I cannot take this anymore
Saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
You'll find that out anyway
Just like before...

[Chorus:]

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
I'm about to break

I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...

[Chorus]
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Shut up when I'm talking to you
Shut up, shut up, shut up, shut up
I'm about to BREAK

[Chorus]

Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break

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