I'm Just sick and tired of waiting, It's never seems to end All this waiting, Is it worth it?
I just want to feel your love... Is that too much to ask for?
1:06:00 AM
Monday, July 28, 2008
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I've been burning up since yesterday... For some reasons.... But it ain't that bad I guess... Just feel a little sick... And I have to get better by tomorrow...
Anyways, The whole weekend didn't get to see Dede... Sob sob...
But I got my rest and satisfy my mum...
And once again, I fail to do some revisions.... I'm just plain lazy I guess... And not much motivation....
I realised that I do things base on my mood... If I don't feel like doing it, I won't do it... And if I'm irritated by something, I'm irritated with everyone... A bad habit i guess... Something I have to improve on...
Sometimes I wish I can divide myself into 2... LOL... One of me will handle my personal life and issues... Then the other will be going to school studying and doing projects and just be a good student... Hehe... Life will be much more easier if there's not so many things for you to deal with...
I know, Take one thing at a time... Small steps will eventually equals to big steps... And start slow...
But then, Everything is rushing... And time is not your best friend now... Haiz...
I guess I'm blessed to have Dede with in my life now... He always helps me to keep calm just with that smile... And cheer me up... That's all I need for now to keep my mind and soul in check... =)
Today, Very funny thing happen... I was going out of the train... And all of a sudden there's this guy who came beside me and talk to me... I didn't get a word what he's saying... So, I'm like huh? And he faced me and look all paiseh... He thought I was his girlfriend... =.= So, To save his embarassing moment, I just hide away from him... I felt a little paiseh too... Haha...
Anyways, I'm 2 days deprived of Dede... Feeling a little neglected... But I'm used to it le... I know I can't have him all to myself... And if he go for Navy le, he will be missing for weeks... Haiz... I got to prepare myself... And, Just keep waiting loh...
And he owe me lots of chocolates... Haha...
Hmmmm....
Better get back to figuring out how to do RWP... And procrastinate more... I mean get more done... Haha...
20 Aug PME 9-11:10AM 22 Aug IBE 2-4:10PM 25 Aug BMR 2-4:10PM 28 Aug EM IIA 9-11:10AM
About one more month to exams! Must chiong le... But but projects and reports are just coming in and deadlines are getting nearer.... Haiz...
And School Fees... =.=...
School have not been nice to me lately... In fact, When have it been nice?... Haha... Year 1 I guess... lol.... I miss those slacking time... And the super nice lecturers...
I'm been late to school almost everyday the last few weeks... I must really make an effort to be on time for once... Hmmm...
Yesterday, I just stayed at home and stare at my laptop... Haha... At least, I got something done... And I actually miss the air show yesterday, Just so that I can rest at home and try to get things done... =.=... Well, Next time i guess...
Today, Another stay at home day.... And I'm making some progress... I still don't know how to do PME!
And finally, Going meet Dede for Dinner lata... I'm happy can... =D...
I found out today, That my mum actually mistaken a clothes softener for hand soap... I've been washing my hands and find it very weird... And the smell is nice but too damn strong... Haha... -_-...
I have a lot of things to do... And I guess i don't even know what I need to do... And I'm trying hard...
My mum is being damn irritating... It's like so obvious I'm busy trying to do some school work, And she keep giving me chores... "Change the curtains" "Fold the laundry" Help this and that... Do this and that... And she can still ask me what the hell I'm doing and ask me to stop.... -_-.... And I wonder why I can't always get my things done... Arghhh...
That's why I hate going home early... I always feel like I need to scream my head off... I know it's my responsibility... But, I could use with a little bit of understanding...
I'm not going complain anymore... Just spoiling my mood...
Anyways, Yesterday was sort of a class outing... We had lunch somewhere at Arab street... And for the first time I see people smoking Shesha... But of course I didn't go and try... The smell itself is giving me headaches... But the food is nice lah... But quite expensive... And I loves the chats...
We went to catch "10 promises to my dog" at PS... This time dede joined us... Thanks dede for coming =D... The movie is super kawaii... Haha... A little boring but overall it's a moving movie...
We should have more of this outings in future...
Today, I was late to school again... I didn't overslept... I just took too much time getting up and ready... Haha...
But school is as usual... Getting more stressful with the deadlines getting nearer and nothing done... Haiz... Lesson's getting complicated... And too many things too digest...
I have report writing test tomorrow... Hopefully, I can finish it...
I just wish to get away with all of this ASAP... And get done with it already...
One word: Stress...
Till here... CiAuoooo...
I need a little get away from all this, please
10:35:00 PM
Sunday, July 13, 2008
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I forgot where I left off... It's already the weekend... Haha... Just a brief summary then...
WednesDay As usual I went to school... Like about 40 mins late... Haha...
After school, Had lunch and I head home... And had a 4 hours nap... Haha...
So nothing much that day...
Thursday Went to school with Dede after so long... And it's Ruiwen's Birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! Hope you like the present from us... =D
Again, nothing much...
After school, Stay in the library and head home...
Friday I was late to school again... Hehe... Don't know why every Friday, Everyone is like really tired... Haha...
After school, Met up with Dede, And we head to AMK to do our Basic Theory test... Dede was nervous lah... His palms were like really cold... But in the end, Both of us PASS!!! Yay!!! I didn't expect myself to pass cause I took it just for the fun of it... And I told my mum about it and she allowed me to take the PDL... As long as it doesn't cost too much... I was thinking maybe, I take my Final Theory before taking PDL... Hmmmm... Will see how...
After that, We went to Funan, To sort of celebrate... I bought a new earpiece... And still looking for Garskin... Haha...
And we head home pretty early...
Saturday I stayed at home most of the time... The boredom is killing me, So, I went and change my blogskin... Thinking of it, I should have done some school work instead of slacking away... But nevermind...
Today, The day just started... I hope to do something fun today... And do some school work... I'm really lazy nowadays... Haha...
Well, Nothing much to say le...
Hope you guys like the new blogskin...
I'm turning 19 soon, So must have a more mature skin... Hehe...
Okies...
Till here...
Ciaou.....
11:10:00 AM
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
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On Monday, School was as usual... I was a bit late... But it's was a fine day...
Met up with Dede after school and decided to watch Hancock... The movie is really nice... I won't mind watching it again... Haha... GO catch it if you can k?...
We had a bit of tiff after the movie... But made up and we are fine again... I still haven't give any surprise to Dede yet... Hmmmm...
Reach home, take the meds and off to bed...
Today, I was late to school again... Haha... Cause I was having breakfast at home... I was just going to dash to school but since my mum had prepared and all, I just waste some more time and eat it... Nothing much in school... For some reason, Mr Kumar got a little mad at me when I put my head on the table to rest... So, I tried my best to pay attention... :(...
Then, I took the bus to Taka and had dinner at Delifrance with Dede... And he got me the chocolate shape pencil box I wanted, A bottom from Pull and Bear and something for my Aunt's birthday... Hehe... Thank you soo much Dede...
And we head home...
So, I guess that pretty much sums up the last two days...
Still having this irritating cough since according to Dede last week... Just hope to get over it by this Thursday... If not ____________... Sianz....
I really hate coughs... Especially when the phlegm keep coming out... It's either you swallow it or spit it out... Arghhh...
Anyways, Yesterday, Was a wild chase for us... I went to meet Dede and Gabriel at SUNTEC after school... And went for a bit of shopping there... Dede bought Puma stuffs again... =.=... And Gabriel finally decided to get that TimberLand shoe... Then, We head to Peninsula Plaza... Cause Dede want to find this shop that sell a lot of shoes... The place really smells bad... We sort off found the shop... And it's like a shoe Heaven... Almost every kind of shoe is there... But the shop is to small and dusty... I really can't stand the smell... And we went to one of the biggest Bata shop in Singapore...
Then, We headed out and spot Peninsula Shopping Centre and decide to explore the place... I felt that I'd been there once and found it very familiar... And I was right... Finally, I'm able to get my black jeans after so long... And these place is so much better than Peninsula Plaza... It don't smell that bad... And all the shops are spacious and they have a wide collection of shoes... Something like Queensway but smaller... Dede and Gabriel really love it there... I won't be surprise if we will be making numerous trips there...
When, We are sick of shoes, We decided to go to Wisma to look for the shirt Gabriel wanted at GAPS... And met up with Jermaine and her mum...
Dede got a call that his spectacles are ready for collection... So, We made a move and went to Queensway...
Dede look very sporty with the new specs and it's soo much better than the previous one...
And we decided to get haircuts...
So we went to find a Salon with reasonable rates at the area and found none... There were some weird shops... And the place was quite ulu...
We gave up there and took a bus to Bugis... And Chapter 2 can't take us in... Disappointing... After looking around a bit, We finally decided to do it tomorrow and had Dede's last KFC meal... He going to try to lose weight...
After all that traveling since the day, It was finally time to head home...
Today, Dede sms-ed me and I head to Chong Pang to meet him... He found a salon that is quite good... So we spend our morning there doing our hair... I like dede's new hairstyle... For me, I just cut shorter...
Here's our new look:
-Dede new Specs and haircut-
-My new haircut-
Maybe I'll consider cutting my fringe shorter... But my mum just refuse to help me with it... -_-...
After the hair cuts, We went to get lunch and headed to his house to eat and dede to shower... And, We went to visit his mum one last time before she got discharge on Monday... Hopefully... It was quite a short visit... Cause I was kinda coughing quite badly and his mum asked us to go in a nice way... So, We went and took the bus to MS... We reached just in time to see the helicopter flying with the Singapore Flag and the Black Knights... It was really cool... We had dinner at Pizza hut... Last meal there for Dede again.. And I discovered the wonders of warm water... It helps too soothe your throat... I drank a little too much... And can't finish my food... LOL...
After that, We went to John Little to buy the necessities and head home... The bus ride took 1 hour 30 mins lah... It took an hour just to reach little India... Thanks to the NDP preview...
And finally home..
It's a very long post le...
So I will stop here before I bore anyone else... Haha...
Till here...
CiaUoooo...
I hope that I'm not... Please don't let me be....
12:04:00 AM
Friday, July 4, 2008
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I'd finish one of my report le... It took me at least 3 hour plus... And that is just practice... There's going to be a test soon and it's only for about 2 hrs and it's hand written... Maybe i should start practicing to write faster... LOL...
Anyways, Last evening, Met Dede and his friends and got a free ride to his friend's house.. I was so blur cause I didn't really know who they are... But Dede introduce them to me and I try to make small talk with them... And it went quite well as everyone is friendly...
Surprisingly, One of his friends were from AI... But I never seen him before... LOL...
So we barbecued, ate, chatted and have the cake... And another free ride home credit to his friend.
Today, Went school as usual and had my very first real lunch after 3/2 days... And no throws up... :)
There's this sort of stalker at school... I'm trying real hard to be nice cause I don't wanna hurt anyone feelings... But it looks harder than it seem... Better treatment equals to more of him around... -_-...
Anyways, After achool and completion of another report, I met up with dede and we head to SGH for another visit to his mum. I guess this time I feel much more comfortable with her... I really hope for her to have a speedy recovery. I know Dede's worrying even he if he's not saying it... But we just have to pray and hope that worse isn't going to happen.
We stayed till around 9 and head home... Maybe going visit her again either tomorrow or Saturday.
Well, I'm really tired right now....
Oh ya, Below is a watch that dede gave to me yesterday:
It's a random gift and I totally love it because it's pink and there's butterfly!!! Thank you so so much Dede =)... I will treasure this watch till as long as I can...
Hmmmm...
Till here then...
CiAuoooo...
12:03:00 AM
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
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It was MC day again for me yesterday... Hehe...
Anyways, Yesterday, After the doctor visit, Went to meet Dede and head to SGH to visit his mum... I was damn nervous and shy lah... But lucky for me she's a pretty nice person... I just hope I made a good impression...
Then, We went to Queensway to made Dede's puma Spectacle...
And, Meet Gabriel and Jermaine for his birthday celebration... And He treat us dinner which I threw everything up... :(... I guess my tummy not yet ready to take in heavy meals yet...
We walked around MS for a while and head home... Went to bed once reach home... Exhausted...
Today, Woke up a little late and head to school... And my tummy feels really hungry but nauseous too... Contradicting isn't it? -_-... In the end I guess, not much appetite to eat...
School is as boring as ever... Have to write like 2 reports by this Friday... And I have totally no mood to do... But got to force myself to do it...
After school, I went home... Felt really hungry... So, I bought and ate a bun... And that stupid nauseous feeling is still haunting me!... But I manage to ignore it...
This been happening ever since last week... I keep throwing up my food for no reason... That's the reason I had not been eating much... I guess it's some kind of tummy bug...
Nevermind... If still not okay by this week... Dede will drag me to the Doctor again... -_-...
I think I'm going have a short nap now.... Going for BBQ later...
Her name's Nur Hanisah 22 this year.
She's just a simple girl. With no high expectations.
Just wanna live life as simply as possible.
And achieving her wishes and dreams.
future wishes♥
♥ Class 3 driving license
♥ Registered Pharmacist technician
♥ Savings of $5K by end of 2011
♥ Cook dishes
♥ Engaged and married to Kendrick Liu Kenli
♥ Be a better person
