time waits for no one ...

Friday, October 31, 2008
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The last few days have been fine...

I'm getting over it...
I still have doubts that I choose not to entertain...
Cause thinking too much just make things worse...
And I'm quite happy with how things are now...
I don't wanna spoil it...
So just go with the flow and see what happens...

Today,
Was quite a nice day...
School was pretty bored...
The only girl in my class that turned up...
-_-...
The rest of the day was spent with dede...
=D...

I'm working over the weekends...
And I'm way behind in my tutorials and lectures...
Just can't find the right time to do it...
Haha...

And I'm still thinking if I should go for the overseas attachment...
The expenses are quite high and I still haven't consult my parents...
Just can't find the right time...
LOL...
But I'm quite reluctant to go...
I don't feel like going China...
Although,
It will be a great experience...
See how it goes loh...
hmmmm...

I have nothing much to blog...

Till here then...

Tata...

=D...

8:54:00 PM

Monday, October 27, 2008
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After much persuading,
I finally get the phone...
Hehe...
So happy lah...

I'm still getting use to it...
A bit different from previous phones...

I'm happy can le...
=D...

Dede so nice to accompany me today to get the phone...
We went all the way to Tiong Bahru...
Since that's the only place that have stock...

And I baked him cookies...
Cause I just feel like baking...
And my skills improved...
The best cookies ever made by me =D...

My debts due to my mum is accumulating...
Have to stop spending le...
And start paying...
Haha...

Till here...

Tata...

9:55:00 PM

Sunday, October 26, 2008
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I managed to fix the alignment errors...
Now can be viewed in all browsers!
Haha...
=D

8:50:00 PM

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I spent the whole day changing my blog skin....
And I'm quite satisfied with it...
This time more butterflies!!!
Everywhere...
Nice or not?...
Hehe..

There's still some errors in the skin...
I hope I can solved it if not just have to live with it...
But If view with full screen it should be ok...
Try not to minimise windows...
It will be messy...
I don't know what went wrong...
Hais..

Hmmm...
I guess things are getting better...
And I'm healing from the ordeal...
I'm back to my normal self...

I finally getting the hang of it...
And I'm glad that this happened cause it really opened my eyes...

And I was browsing for phones and I'm hoping to get this one...
Hopefully...

[LG KS360; S$288]

I'm thinking of lending money from mum and paying her back later...
But I don't know...
Hmmmm...

I just like the design...
And it's pink...
Haha...

What do you think?...
Should I get it?...

Till here...
Tata...

4:44:00 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008
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I guess we made up yesterday....

I'm still thinking if I did the right thing...
I had realise my mistake and found out another...

How much can you really trust a person?...

I really hope this won't happen again...
You left a scar in my heart...
A really deep one...

But I don't know why...
No matter how bad you are,
It's not going to change the way I feel about you...

I pray that things will be better...
I don't know how you are going to heal me back...
I don't know if you are going to repeat that act...

All I know is that I need to gain that trust back in you...
I hope that you can prove to me that I made the right choice...

I accept you the way you are...
I hope you will do the same way too...

Please don't hurt me anymore...

10:29:00 AM

Friday, October 24, 2008
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I'm actually surprised that I manage to went through
the last few days without a break down....

Of course there's friends who I have to thank...
Like Rui Wen for getting me the Kinder Bueno...
So nice of you...
=D...
And listening to my complains and making me laugh....
Oh,
Also,
For making me go work today...

And Kevina...
For accompanying me almost all the time =D...
I like the time when we slacked in the media room watching Discovery Channel...
And also being a good listener and making me laugh too...

Not forgetting Erna for listening and understanding...

I was distracted enough when I'm surrounded by friends...
But when I'm alone,
I will just start thinking again...
Of what ever is happening...

I'm done with crying,
It's not use anymore...
I'm wishing for things that seem so hard to achieve...

I don't know what to do anymore...
I need you back...
Badly...
Cause things are not the same without you...
I'm losing it...

Today,
I really wished to hear from you...
A call or message...
That always make me smile...
My hands are itchy to get it there before you...
But you want the break...
And I want to respect it...

I imagined myself without you...
I tried not to long for you...
Or check my phone all the time...
I tried not to think of you and that you are not here anymore...

It felt good for a while...
I felt kind of free...
The freedom I used to have...
But it's not the same...

I don't want it...
It all seem so wrong...
Every turn I go,
There's memories of us...
And I keep mistaking others for you...

Damn it...
Why do this have to happen?...

Haiz...

It was so pathetic...

I found this pink mushroom selling in school...
I just had to get it...
And I did it on impulse...

It's my companion now...
Accompanying me where ever I go...
Giving me that warm feeling that I needed so much...

I'm going crazy...
A soft toy mushroom for a companion?...
LoL...

I love it...

Haha...

Till here...

Tata...

12:32:00 AM

Tuesday, October 21, 2008
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Me and Kendrick is taking a time out now...
A few weeks maybe...
We are still the best est of friends....

I really wonder how am I going to go through those few weeks...
It's going to be hard...
But I have to be strong...
I know I can do it...
I just need time to get back on my feet...
The way I was before...
Miserable...

Although,
I will never smile and laugh the same way again...

When you have that someone...
It changes on how you view things...
Everything seems so much brighter and easier...
You have something to hold on too...

I'm going to lose that something that I tried hard to find all my life...
I don't even know if I'm going to get it again...
It's going leave a big hole in my heart...

But I'm going to go through it...
Even if I'm alone...
Which I'm always am...

I will cry for as much as I want...
So that it makes me happy...
Not because I'm not strong...
I learn that keeping it is not going make it any better...

I'm going to be vulnerable...
I will feel terrible...
I'm not going to deny it...

Who is willing to make my day?...

9:26:00 PM

Sunday, October 19, 2008
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Yesterday,
Was an emotional day...
I wrote it all down on papers...
Didn't realise I can still write so long...

But I guess it's much better now...

I went to work with my eyes swollen for 2 days straight...
And my feet hurts really bad...
I'm cringing with every step...
It's my off day tomorrow...
Hopefully, it will get better...

I'm a mess these few days...
Things just don't go the way you expected...
And I'm left alone reeling over my wounds...

I'm getting better...
I know my mistakes now...

I don't want to expect anything anymore...
From anyone...
I will just go along with anything...
It doesn't matter...

I need a good distraction...
Anything to keep me from drowning...

Haiz...

If only someone really understands...

Till here...

Tata...

12:52:00 AM

Friday, October 17, 2008
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I started my job today...
The blurriest moments in my life...
I don't how to do a single thing...
But I'm learning fast...

Bake my first cookies and cookie cake...
Not satisfied with it...
I need a lot more practice...
And so many things to remember...
But it's keeping me well occupied...
And I like it that way...

Another challenge for me...
Hmmmm...

If only...

Haiz...

Till here...

Tata...

12:27:00 AM

Wednesday, October 15, 2008
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I can't get back to sleep...
Having this headache...

Anyways,
School have been fine...
Still getting to know lecturers and stuff...
But I know now every Tuesday I will have one very noisy lecturer...
She's very funny actually...
Haha...

I guess things have change a little...
Getting used to it too...

Hmmmm...

I'm just glad school started le...
My days of doing nothing is over and going to be miss...
Haha...

I go watch show le...
Maybe whole night not sleeping le...

Till here...
Tata...

12:50:00 AM

Sunday, October 12, 2008
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The party was fun I guess...
The birthday girl is really damn cute...
I will upload photos but I'm too lazy...
Hehe...

Today,
Went shopping at Bugis and SUNTEC with Dede...
Wanted to get bottoms but bought a dress and a top...
LOL!...
Really need to get a bottom...
A skirt or something...
Well,
I guess I have to save up the money first...
This time I have a job so hopefully money won't be much of a problem soon...

School starts tomorrow...
I don't know what to prepare...
Haha...
And I'm just so lucky I had the cramps today...
No doubts it will continue on till tomorrow...
Wells..
Nevermind...
Just bear with it...

Going catch the final episodes of house...

Till Here...

Tata....

10:04:00 PM

Friday, October 10, 2008
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Yesterday,
Went to watch Eagle Eyes with Dede...
Quite exciting movie...
Not so bad I guess...

School starting like real soon...
And I don't know why but this time I wished it didn't start,
Cause I'm finally enjoying my holidays...
Staying at home is not as bad as I thought..
Of course,
I used up a lot of electricity...
Hehe...

The coming last few days will be quite busy for me...
I have to help organize a birthday party and spending the last few moments of my holiday...
And of course,
Getting me psyched up for the coming semester...

And I'm still waiting to go Jalan2 Hari Raya...
LOL...

I have got to go le...

Tata...

1:02:00 PM

Tuesday, October 7, 2008
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It's our 20th Months yesterday...
=D...

Spent it catching Big Stan and dinner...
Nothing much but as long we have each accompany,
Is good enough le...
Hehe...

School gonna start really soon...
And I don't have the cash to go shopping...
Sob Sob...
But nevermind...
Just got to wait..

I guess im gonna spend the rest of the holidays,
Rotting at home...
If not just ask me out yeah...
For whatever purpose...
I'm glad to be your company....
Hehe...

Crapping to much le...

Till here...

Tata...

3:06:00 PM

Saturday, October 4, 2008
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SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

I'm up damn early lah...
Since 6?
Thanks to my super early night yesterday...
Before 10 and I'm already snoozing...
LOL...

My Hari Raya celebration have been real boring...
I want go for more visiting...
Just ask me out yea...

I got to meet up with dede yesterday...
Caught House Bunny...
It's nice and funny...
And finally had lunch with him after 1 month...
Haha...

I'm hungry all the time now...
And thirsty and cranky...

Anyways,
I wanna get my license ASAP...
Since Dede won't be able to get it with me...
Any good and cheap private Driving Center to introduce me?...
And I might have a car to drive at the end of this year if I get my license by then...
Wee =D...

Oh...
My new time table is out...
It's quite okay I guess...
Quite a lot of free time...
So I should be able to squeeze in work, study and driving lessons and Dede...
Hopefully...
I will be busy girl...
Hehe...

Till here...

Tata...

11:59:00 AM

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