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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
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The last few days have been really hard.
But I still keep a strong front.
Although,
Inside I'm a mess.

I really don't know what to do anymore.
I'm just tired of it all.
And I wished it will all leave me alone.
Take me somewhere that I can forget everything.
And pretends it never happens.

Right now,
I will just concentrate on my exams.
2 more papers to go.
Wish me luck yeah?.
Hehe.

11:40:00 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
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I hate to post this.
Cause this make it all seem so real.
But I have too in the end.

My life have made another turning point.
Something that I never expected.
Maybe somehow I did.
I never thought it will hurt so bad.

Those were the best 2 years I had.
The time in my life that I always look back.
There were so much happiness.
I learn so much.
About myself and how to let someone else into my life.

I will never and I cant forget you.
There's still a place for you in my heart.
And I still love you.

The pain.
I don't know if it ever goes away.
I just feel so numb now.
It takes a lot of effort to just to go out now.
Cause the memories are everywhere.
I'm just scared that I will just breakdown.
In the middle of no where.
Cause it's all too much.
And all alone.

But I will just put those feelings away.
Cause I know u want me to be strong .
Keep a hold of myself.
And I still want to be your good friend.

So,
It ends here.
For now.

06/02/07-22/02/09
[2Yrs 2 Weeks & 2 days]

9:16:00 AM
Thursday, February 19, 2009
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This time I think,
Only God knows how I really feel.
I don't know how to say or what to do anymore.
I'm just hanging around doing nothing.
I'm being understanding, I think.

Why is it always like that?
Time is always not with us.
I don't know what's your priority anymore.
Am I still part of your plans?.

You doing things your way.
And sometimes I feel left out.
I tried and want to be part of it.
I hate standing aside and watch.

You said you will try harder.
You don't even have time for yourself.
How about me?.

11:21:00 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
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It's been a long time since I really blog.
So this gonna a long post.
BEWARE!
LOL.

Last friday,
Was our 2nd yr anniversary.
It was just a simple celebration.
We went to Ikea to find a box or something that comes with a lock.
Took us quite sometime to find it.
I really need it so that I can keep my stuffs without anyone touching it.
Currently,
Everyone have access to my stuffs and I'm getting really irritated by it.

Then,
We caught the movie "The curious case of Benjamin Button".
A 3 hour movie but it was nice and interesting.
Then head over to his house.
And he gave me a Red crumpler bag =D.
I like it a lot.
(",)

Dede was so sleepy that he had to sent me home by cab.
I took the cab myself.
-_-...
Of course,
I was a little disappointed and some other stuffs.
But never mind.
Overall,
It was a nice date.

The next day,
We went to JB.
My first time there.
I was excited.
But don't know why,
The traffic was kinda bad that day.
We spent most of the time at Tebrau City.
I had my first Kenny Roger's lunch there.
And I bought a top from Mango.
Love it.
We also caught the 'Pink Panther'.
I'm surprised by how cheap it is to watch a movie there.
I don't mind coming over every week to watch my movies there.
We headed home after that.
He didn't really sent me home cause it was late.
So poor me,
Had to head home all by myself.
-_-.
Independent huh.

The rest of the day was just ordinary.
Nothing much.

The exams are coming soon.
Call me crazy but I'm still slacking away and working.
I'm trying to study.
But so many distractions.
Haiz.

Well,

Till here then.

Tata.

1:07:00 PM
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22 this year.
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With no high expectations.
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