time waits for no one ...

Saturday, May 31, 2008
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I think I'm a bad bad friend...
Okay I am...
I don't know why but I feel that I am...
Why?...

Because my friend is having some troubles now...
And I know I should be consoling her or at least go out with her...
But instead I went out with dede...

I felt kinda bad now...

Haiz...

I guess all I can say is that I'm sorry...
Some friend I am...
-_-....

Well,
I got to improve myself...
And be someone better...
A better friend...

Hmmm...

Till here then...
cIaUooooo....

Labels: -FrIend iNdeeD is a frIeNd iN neeD-

8:22:00 PM

Thursday, May 29, 2008
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I'm no goody dada le...
Haha...
Cause today woke up late for school and missed my Gems class :(...
I was thinking of skipping the whole day and just stay at home and slack...
But I'm still goody goody Dada...
So dragged myself to school...
And here I am at the school library...
Suppose to be studying but you know me...
LOL...

I haben updated for quite sometime...

Well,
The last few days are just fine...
Finally met up with Erna and Zira on Monday...
Although it was for quite a while...

Hmmmm....

What else?

Oh yeah,
Holidays are next week!!!
3 weeks!!!
But when it reopens it's Exam time...
-_-...

I think I will be studying and working during the holidays...
And I'm glad I don't have to find any job cause I already have one...
Well,
Two actually...
Haha...

Anyways,
This might be the last holiday I will be able to work cause next time I will have attachment...
Sianz...

Okies...
I have nothing much too blog...

Well,
I found this blog,
Thanks to reader digest...
It's about a women who found herself homeless and she actually lived in her car for about 9 months...
She blogged about her days in the car as she has no one else to talk too...
It's really touching...
But she found a home now...
Her English is really great but her posts are rather lengthy...
And she actually published a book about that period of time...
If you're interested about it,
Here's the link:
http://wanderingscribe.blogspot.com

Alright then...

Thats all...

Till here then...

CiaUooooo....

Labels: holidays here I come

3:06:00 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008
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Although you think I cope,
my head is filled with hope...
of some place other than here.

Although you think I smile,
inside all the while...
I'm wondering about my destiny.

I'm thinking about,
all the things,
I'd like to do in my life.

I'm a dreamer,
a distant dreamer,
dreaming for hope, from today.

Even when you see me frown,
my heart won't let me down,
because I know there's better things to come (Woah Yeah).

And when life gets tough,
I feel I've had enough,
I hold on to a distant star,

I'm thinking about,
all the things,
I'd like to do in my life...

I'm a dreamer,
A distant dreamer,
dreaming for hope from today.

I'm a dreamer,
A distant dreamer,
dreaming for hope from today.

Yeah, I'm a dreamer

Oooooooh...
Oooooooh...
Oooooooh...

I'm a dreamer,
a distant dreamer,
dreaming for hope from today,

Yeah i'm a dreamer...

Oooooooh...
Oooooooh...
Oooooooh...

I'm a dreamer

Labels: I'm a dreamer

3:29:00 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008
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Yesterday,
went and celebrate Jasmine's birthday...

It was great and full of surprises...

The best part I guess is the Singapore Flyer...

Honestly,
If you see Singapore from the top,
It's like a totally different view...

The only bad thing is that we went it's quite dark so we can't really see much and we spent the whole time there taking pictures instead of enjoying the ride...
LOL!

But it was fun and I wanna go again!!!

Haha...

I will upload the pictures once I got it...

Hmmmm....

I have like so many things to do and so little time...

It's lik€e I have 3 pending projects, 1 assignments and loads of tutorials to complete and revisions and tests to study...

Sian...

Time management I guess...

....
...
..
.

Enduring...

Haha...

Well,

I better get going and get something done...

Till here then...

CiAuoooo...

My head is bursting...
Everything is like out of my reach...
And it's frustrating...

I just want more time...
To get back my peace of mind...
Please just understand this...

11:36:00 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008
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I really wish you tell me straight what's going on...
Now,
All I can think is what's going to happen next...
And I can't help it but feel scared...
I just want to hear you say that's everything gonna be alright...

That phone call,
I was trying to be strong...
I know you were going to say something that's gonna change us...
The way you sigh,
It's a real give way...

I asked if you gonna leave me...
And there's silence and you refuse to answer me...
That really make me scared...
I'm trying not to think too much in to it...
But it's really difficult...

I just want you to know...
I'm prepared if anything were to happen to us...
I'm gonna fight it...
I don't care what happen...
We will still be together...

I'm counting down the seconds that you we gonna meet and you going tell me what is it right to my face...
Like you want it...

I'm praying that tomorrow won't change the way we are...

All I can do now,
I guess,
Is just wait...

Labels: Waiting...

11:53:00 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2008
_____________________

I've been tagged by Erzee!!!

. What disappoints you the most?
- When someone says he/she will do something but in the end didn't do...Same as empty promises I guess...

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
-LA!!! I wanna see for myself how's life like there...

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
- Just lazing around and spending time alone with my other half...

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
- Sometimes?...If it buys you the things that u really want...But not all the time...

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
- To be with Dede forever

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
- Don't think so...I need food and water...And they don't come free...

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
- My love ones and myself....

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
- Go for holidays...Shopping!!!...Save!!!...

9. What's the hardest thing that you had to do?
- Letting go of those who had passed on...

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
-1) Open-minded
-2) Empathetic
-3) Caring

11. What makes you happy?
- Chocolates...Butterflies...Seeing someone happy...

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
- Scammers...Complicated people....

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
- I guess I would be married by then...Pursuing my career...And just trying to live a life...And be happy as possible...And wishing time slows down cause I'm going be 30...Haha...

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
-Read people's mind would be really cool...

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- My family and Dede...

16. What do you do when you're alone?
- Slack...Day dream...

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
- My shyness...

18. How long will you wait for the person you love to say yes to you?
- As long as it takes...

19. If u got a chance to turn back time when would it be?
- My childhood!!! I realised it reflects on how you're now...

20. If u could only make one person happy for his/her lifetime, who would he/she be?
-Dede...Cause he wants to make me happy its just fair that I make him happy too...

Instructions: Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

Ruiwen
Kevina
Tee Yuan
Gary
Abigail
Bee Ying
Jasmine
Radhiyah

Labels: -Done-

10:15:00 PM

Friday, May 16, 2008
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Hi Hi...

The last few days have been fine...
Just school in he morning and home after that...
Haha...
Pretty boring but it's tiring...
School really takes up a lot of your energy...
And I just realised how much hard work I need to put in for my 2nd year in order to pass...
I have to keep pushing myself...

I'm just glad the weekends is finally here...
But I'm going work most of the time...
I'm going broke le and I need the extra income to support me and Dede...
The pocket money I'm getting from mum is only enough for one meal...
Lol...

I can't really think of what to write ler...
Kinda really sleepy although it's like only 10:30?...

Tomorrow's the only day I'm not working...
So I'm gonna sleep till I cannot sleep...
Hahahahaha....

So,

Till here then...

cIaUooooo....

10:17:00 PM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008
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This morning,
I was taking the bus and there's this stranger trying to "make friend" with me...
The funniest thing he said is that he's 19 years old when he look like at least 30...
Dots...
What he want from me?...
There's at least a few girls on the bus about my age and he choose me to disturb...
Hope I won't see him again for long...

School was fine I guess...
Lesson's are like getting heavier and super boring...
And projects and assignments and tests!
....
The stress is getting to me bit by bit...
Sian...

After school,
I rushed to the airport...
I thought of having dinner with him and family but end up I'm too late...
By the time I reach,
It's time for him to check in le...
I'm not sure why he was such in a hurry to check in...
But as long as he's happy...
I'm fine with it...

I'm having this really bad headache...
Due to the bumpy bus rides...

I better go and do whatever I need to do and maybe go for an early night...
I so need the rest...

Till here then...
cIaUoooo...

And off you go again,
Please come back soon...
And take care...
We all miss you...

Labels: Leave leave leave

9:52:00 PM

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Today,
Was a slow morning...
I'm so slow waking up...
I have a hard time thinking cause my brain's all cloudy...
Haha...

And I forgot to bring my water bottle...
=(
The most effective way to keep me awake and alert...
Bummer...
I will not forget it again...
And I think I need a bigger one??

Went back home with Dede today =)...
I was craving for Ramly burger and so we went to the "pasar malam" near Yishun GV...
But once again,
It already ended...
Why always like that?...
When I don't want buy,
It's still there...
But when I wanna buy.
It's not there...
Hmmmph...
=.=...

Okies...
I got nothing much to write le...
I'm damn sleepy...

And I still have tutorial to do...
But really no mood...
Cause I keep getting stuck here and there...
And can't think properly...
Haiz...

Really need get some sleep...

Oh,
My daddy's flight is like tomorrow...
School ends at 5...
Hopefully,
I'm just in time to catch him before he goes...

Till here then...
cIaUoooo....

I don't know why...
But there's this space between us...
I'm scared it will drift us apart...
Please come back to me...
I want to feel you here again in my arms...
I love you...

Labels: sleep.sleep.sleep

12:25:00 AM

Sunday, May 11, 2008
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Longing for you day and in dream

I'm hoping you are here and leading my way

You steers my road anytime I need

If you walk away. I will follow you

Trying my life

With your sacred gifts you gave to me

I won't vain and succeed if as your precious soul

Holding your hand

And I'm walking through the all of the world

Carrying your wish like the Venus in the dim sky

Labels: -Team Medical Dragon-

1:19:00 AM

Saturday, May 10, 2008
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Yesterday,
Was a family dinner...
My dad's birthday...
It's been so long since the whole family sit down and have dinner and chats...
I really wish more of this to come...

And Monday he gonna leave again...
Will only be back on September...
Hmmmm...
2 more days...

I think I'm really getting use to it...
Him not being there...

Well,
At least I have Dede now...
=D...

And I wanna spent TIME with him...

I can't believe that he's going to be in Navy like next year!!
How times flies huh?

What am I going to do when he's away?
?
?
?
?

I guess it's will be fine...
Hmmmm...

Till here then...
CiAuOOOOO...

Don't leave me even if you have to go,
I'll still be there waiting for you.
And I don't care how long it takes...
I just want to be with you
No matter what...

Please don't ask me to let you go...
You know that will be the hardest thing for me...
Just go to wherever you need...
I will just be here waiting...

12:16:00 PM

Wednesday, May 7, 2008
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So,
I've finished the whole season of Team Medical Dragon...
Haha...
Next,
Will be Prison break 3...
I missed the first episode that was aired last Thursday...
Cause,
I was happy napping away and can't be woken up...
-_-...

Yesterday,
Was our 15 months!!!
Wee!!

I met Dede after school then we went and have dinner at Breek's cafe...
We didn't really did anything much...
But I got Dede a new pair of PUMA running shoes to add to his collection and to make sure that he will exercise more frequently now...
I hope it works...
If not my $69 will be put to waste...
=.=
And I got myself blouses from Cotton on...
2 for $20...
Not that bad...
We went and had desert at Donut Factory...
Well,
Only me was eating[2 double choc]...
I think Dede have a phobia with Donuts...
Cause the last time he ate,
He fall like really sick...
Hmmmm....
Then we took the bus home...
And it was a pretty long ride and I really hate those Indians...
Well not them,
Just the smell...
And home Sweet home...
=D

Today,
Was fine...
Kinda weird though...
I was on the same train with Dede on the way home...
He was with his friends and I'm with my classmate...
Then,
We just part ways...
Dots...
.
.
.

Hmmmm...
Well,
I went home and before I knew it I fell asleep on my bed...
Symptoms of Lack of sleep...
Haha...
And,
My tummy not feeling very well...
Maybe I ate something not right...
Haiz...

OKies...
I better get my butt to study now...
I got an online test tomorrow...
And it's programming...
Arghh!!

Ok ok....
Got to go now...

CiAuoooo....

I hate being treated like that,
It's as if I don't exist,
I'm not important to you...
I'm just some stranger passing by...

10:31:00 PM

Sunday, May 4, 2008
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Kevina introduced me this medical Japanese show called "Team Medical Dragon".
Ever since watching the first episode, I'm hooked...
And I finished the whole first season last night...
From episode 3-11...
Haha...
I think I stayed up till like 5+ am?
Damn sleepy now...

I guess I'm going watch the 2nd season lata...
But after I finish my assignments and revisions...
Hehe...
Good girl rite?...

I just think that I'm really far behind...
Cause I practically don't know what the hell is going on during lectures...
Accept for math I guess...
And tests are coming up...
And projects and assignments...
It starting all over again...
-_-...

Well,
What to do?
Haha...

Till here then,

CiAuoooo...

I've been avoiding myself for too long,
It's about time to see myself for who I am.
I'm self-fish,
That's what it seems to me now.

1:44:00 PM

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