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Monday, December 31, 2007
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I've been sick the last few days...
Fever, Flu, Sorethroat,Headache...
I sound like a frog...
LOL..

I also haven't meet Dede for like 2 days le...
He's been spending time with his family which I guess is great...
Maybe I will get to meet him later on and countdown together...
Hmmmm...

Anyways,
I've been tagged...

post this b4 2007 ends
lol...

2007 have been a really good year for me...
I got a whole lot of new experiences...

The first time I worked...
I get a glimpse of how's a working life is like...

I got my O level results and got myself into Poly...

Where I guess most of my time is spent there...

I made many new friends...

I discovered my potential...

And most importantly,

I met De de...

The main reason why 2007 is a great year for me...
It will be another lonely year for if not for him...


DeDe,

Thanks for always fulfilling my days with joy, laughter, love and happiness...
I couldn't ask for more...
Hope to have another great year with you and more to come...
May our love last forever...
I love you very much...
=)

Well,
There is also some friends that help make this year a pretty good one...
I've lost a best friend this year...
But made some new ones too...
I guess friend comes and goes...
Maybe in 2008 conflict will be resolved...

And I have to thank a special friend...

To Erna,

Thanks for always being there for me...
Supporting me whenever I need it...
Giving me great advices...
I really enjoyed our time together...
May our friendship last till the end....
Love you...
=)

And last but no least my family...

This year we face a lot of changes...
Some good, some bad...
But no matter what we will still have each other...
The only people that I have in my life that I know will be with me till the end of time...
Maybe we don't show our love...
But we all know deep down inside we love each other...

Hopefully 2008 will be much closer with each other...

I haven't made any resolutions this year...

I guess all I wish is for another year...

That's all I guess...

To those that I had missed out,

I'm sorry,

Just know that you're still remembered and in my heart always...

Till here...

cIaUooooo....

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10:36:00 AM
Saturday, December 29, 2007
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Hey,
I edited the pictures from yesterday...
Mostly I resized them...
But anyway,
ENJOY!!!
It's not that often I put pictures eh?...

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||This is when we are waiting for our turn to take the Sky Ride...||






||Some pixs of the sky ride...||










[The motto "Once is never enough" is just so true...]





||De De and me on the SKY RIDE||







[Believe it or not, De de is actually scared of heights...]

|| Jasmine and me||



And that's about it...

We didn't took that many pictures...

There's a few more but it's not with me yet...
If I got it maybe I will upload it...
LOL...

Got to go....

cIaUooooo.....

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3:08:00 PM

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Today was a really fun day...
Had another Sentosa Outing...
This time with Dede ex-Classmates...
There were like 9 of us there....
The main reason for the outing is to celebrate Kevin's Birthday...

It was much more fun this time as the weather was really great....
It was scorching hot which causes almost all of us to get sunburn...
Dede's one is quite bad[Poor poor him] and I'm just waiting for it to start peeling and I will have fun peeling it for him...
LOL...

I'm had a little sunburned but it wasn't that bad...
It just hurts when I accidentally scratch on it or rub against it...
But it's not burning...
LOL...
Maybe I will start peeling too...
Hmmmm...

I guess the main highlight of the trip there is when Me, Dede, Kevin and Jasmine get to try the sky ride and the Luge...
It was extremely fun and we had a really great time...
The Sky Ride was a little scary at first...
I can't believe me and Jasmine actually screamed...
LOL...
I think we are the only one that actually screamed...
There were like 2 kids in front of us and they were so relaxed...
LOL...
The guys were just scared that their slippers will dropped down...
Next time,
Try not to wear slippers when taking the rides...
LOL....
But it turns out fine...
And the Luge is really damn fun...
The distance is quite short though and the queue is quite long but it's worth the fun...
I can't wait to go and try it again...
Maybe this time we will do it a few times...
But it's costly...
Hmmmm...
Got to wait till we have a little more money....

After that we headed to Marina Square for dinner at Pizza's Hut...
They have pretty good service there and they will really celebrate your Birthday...
Like we ordered this cake for him and since they know it's a birthday,
They played this Birthday song through the PA system and yeah, everyone there will know it's your birthday...
Kevin was really Paiseh...
You should have seen his face...
It's a good surprise I guess...
LOL...
And the brownie with Ice-Cream topping is super nice too...
Yum yum...

Well then,
We went Bugis and play pool...
I guess it's a little more fun this time as I get to play with girls...
LOL...
But I still prefer playing with guys...
I don't know why...
Weird...
Haha...

Hmmmm...
I guess that will be my last outing for the next few weeks...
Got to focus on my exams now...

I had a great, enjoying and relaxing holiday...
Time to get settle down and be more serious about school...
Haiz....
I already have like 2 pending projects and more to come later...

I'm really beat now...
SO till here then....

Before that,

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY 18th BIRTHDAY TO KEVIN!!!

May ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE..."

That's all for today...

CiAuOOOOO....

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12:30:00 AM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
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On Christmas's eve and Christmas,
I've been helping my friend paint her house...
Damn...
It was really tiring...
I guess I'm a little disappointed that Dede don't wish to come along and I just MISS him...
But I'm over it...
Been moody for most of the time...
And guess why?
PMS..
LOL..
So sorry if I haven't been myself lately...

On the other hand,
While painting,
I got to have a chat with my cousin...
I guess the last time we ever really really talk was when we were really young...
Time to catch up eh?...

Yesterday,
Went out with Dede[finally] and his brother, Kevin, Gabriel...
As usual,
Went to play pool...
Gosh,
Never try playing pool for 6 hours straight...
Will really make you sian...
LOL...

Most of the day me suffering from cramps and it's damn irritating...
And I was really tired...
Don't know why...
So I'm little moody and not very talkative...
LOL...

But dinner was fine...
We had Swensens!!!
All thanks to Kevin...
You guys should try the new Salmon n Mushrooms Baked rice...
Super nice...
It will be better if I can enjoy it with COLD water though...
-_-..

Today,
I feel a little better but just a little under the weather...
I really wish I could sleep the whole day...
But I got to go school to settle some matters...

Hmmmm...

I made a lot of thinking today while in the train...
And I know now what's been bothering me lately...
It made a lot more sense now...

Haiz...
School starting really soon and my revision is not yet complete...
Still got a long way to go...
I really have to work hard and catch up on it...
If only I have another week of holiday...
LOL...

And new year is coming really soon...

And I know what to get for Dede belated Christmas present...
If only I have the money...
Got to save up and find time to buy it...
LOL...

That's all I have to blog today...

Till here...

cIaUoooo...

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3:36:00 PM
Monday, December 24, 2007
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A pretty late post...
LOL...

Quite a few things happen today...

For one,
We need to remember that everyone is a different individual...
It's impossible to have the same person with all the personalities, ways unless it's the person itself...
U can't expect what happened years ago to happen again...
Cause things change...Time moves on...
And we have to move with it...
Or we will be left behind searching for something that we know it's hard to find...
Hoping for a miracle...

Well,
That's not what I'm going to discuss here....

My mum caught one of sisters having a boyfriend...
Well,
I've been there, done that...
As expected she go crazy...
And jump to assumptions...

Her reasons being we are still too young...
Immatured...
We haven't work and give our parents money and we already have one...
It's an embarassing act...
We are giving our parents a bad name and so on...

What she said that really break my heart was that,
When she said,
Women can live without guys...
Yeah,
We sure can...

But don't we wish for something more?
A figure to guide, protect and love us?

I guess she's hurt...

I grown up thinking that all men are the same...
It doesn't help that my dad was one of those men...

But I learnt that's not true...

Maybe I'm right,
Maybe I'm not...

You got to have faith...

Well,

They give us all this consequences but have they ever thought why we did this?
What made us find someone to give us what we need?

I'm not saying what I did was right...
If I were ever to follow what ever she ask for...
I think I will still be inside her shell, just wishing to be free...

I started to break out of that life just last year...
I discovered so many things...
I go to places I never been before and it's only in Singapore...
Places where everyone have numerous times...
I learnt about friends and about people...

And most importantly,
What i am really missing out...

SOmetimes it's good to be stuck inside that shell...
But when will I ever know how life really is?

I guess I made a lot of progress...
I got into trouble and got myself a boyfriend...

And that's the best thing that ever happen to me...

Maybe the worst to my mum...

I guess she will never get it...

I really know what's going through my sisters mind...
What we are looking for...

I just pray that she will eventually understand and let her heart soften up...

For now,
I'm really sorry for what I did and what I'm doing...
You won't understand this and I'm not hoping that you will...
I just hope that you can forgive me...
I'm really sorry.

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1:38:00 AM
Saturday, December 22, 2007
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It's been sometime since i last update...
LOL...
Just plain lazy...

Well,
HARI RAYA turns out like any other normal holidays...
We ate the food and enjoyed it, have some relatives visiting and that's all...
Nothing much...
We didn't even go out...
LOL...
Mostly,
Just watch TV...
But it was just fine...

I"m just looking forward to meeting Dede as it's been like 2 days since I last seen him...
And the last time we met,
It didn't end very well...

Yesterday,
We had a great time together...
Wee...
Just the two of us...
Sort make up about the other day...
And it turns out fine...
We will go all the way till the end...
Although,
We have a long way to go...
Hopefully,
We are strong enough to make it through...

Sometimes,
You have to go through a difficult time before you know how much you love and need that special someone...

I got nothing much to say...

So till here then...


cIaUOOOOOO...

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1:27:00 PM
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
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Teenage Love Affair


Baby dial your number
Can you pick up the phone
Cause I wanna holla
Daydreamin about you all day in school cant concentrate
Wanna have your voice in my ear till mama come and say its too late
Cause the lights are on outside
Wish there was somewhere to hide
Cause I just don't want to say goodbye
Cause you are my baby baby
Nothing really matters
I don't really care what nobody tell me
I'm gonna be here
Its a matter of extreme importance
my first teenage love affair

Another secret meeting
on the 5th floor staircase
i'm gonna give you this letter
of all the things i can't say
want u to be my first my last my ending and beginning
i write your name in my book your last name my first i'm your mrs
Cause the lights are on outside
Wish there was somewhere to hide
I just don't want to say goodbye
Cause you are my baby baby
Nothing really matters
I don't really care what nobody tell me
I'm gonna be here
Its a matter of extreme importance
my first teenage love affair

hey boy
you know i really like being with you
just hanging out is fine
so maybe we can go to first base
because I feel you
second base
want you to feel me too boy
third base
betta pump the brakes and baby slow down
i gotta go home now
Cause the lights are on outside
Wish there was somewhere to hide
Cause I just don't want to say goodbye
Cause you are my baby baby
Nothing really matters
I don't really care what nobody tell me
I'm gonna be here
Its a matter of extreme importance
my first teenage love affair
my baby baby
nothing really matters
i don't really care
what nobody tell me
i'm gonna be here
it's a matter of extreme importance
my first teenage love affair

2:57:00 PM

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This will be my 100th post...
LOL...
SOmething to celebrate yea?...

Anyways,
A lot of things happened the last few days...

Yesterday,
I had a class outing @ Sentosa...
It was really fun...
I will upload the pictures when I'm not too lazy...
LOL...

After that,
I went to meet Dede and Kevin...
As usual we play pool, have dinner and back home...
LOL...
Dede staying over at Kevin's house for a few days...
So yeah,
Guess we won't be spending that much time together...
Haiz...

It's okay I'm gonna be quite busy anyway...
This holiday is turning out to be like any normal school day...
I really need to enjoy it and STUDY!!!...

Hmmm...

Tomorrow,
Is HARI RAYA!!!
I'm not excited...
In fact,
I don't really have the mood...
My dad won't be coming home...
So this will be like the first we ever celebrate HARI RAYA without him...
I used to remember during the eve of HARI RAYA,
My dad will be at home, weaving Ketupats and trying to teach us...
ANd he will complain how bad the leaves are and just keep babbling all he way...
Then,
When it's time to cook it,
My parents will argue about how long it should be boiled and stuff...
HAHA...
And my mum will be cooking all those dishes and he will be the first to taste and comment....
And me and my sisters will slack around and my mum will scream at us to clean the house and make it presentable...
My dad mostly do the Ketupat and then slack in front of the TV...
LOL...
It's not much but it's something I look forward to every year..
Where all of us came together and help to prepare...
It's the spirit I guess...
Now it's just not there...
Haiz...

But I will try my best to lift the spirits up...
It's HARI RAYA after all...
It's just different this year round....
So,
That's my mission today...
LOL...

Nothing much I guess...
Just a few things on my mind...

Well,
Got to go now...

cIaUoooo.....

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2:31:00 PM

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"If You're Not The One"

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance mean my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

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1:21:00 AM
Sunday, December 16, 2007
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I'm kinda bored right now...
Didn't get to meet Dede for like 2 days le...
And I MISS him!!!
Haiz...

Last night,
I had a really bad dream...
I dreamt that his mum caught us together and we're at his house...
And she's mad and gave us the choice to still be together or break off...
And I remembered that I said something like
"Just break it off...If we are not blessed by our parents why still do it? Why make things hard for ourselves? We must obey our parents. They know what's best for us"
And Dede just cried...
I hug him, ran off and breakdown somewhere...
Then I get glimpses of me crying like almost everyday and just really hurt...
I don't know what happen then cause I woke up with tears in my eyes at like 6am in the morning...
I thought for a moment that it really happen...
Only to realise that it was just a dream...
Haiz...
It took me like a few hours to actually get over it...

I'm praying that this won't ever happen in real life...
I'm surprised by what I had said in the dream...
And I don't mean it at all...
Of course I won't break it off just because they made us too...
Our parents had no idea what we went through, how much we love and need each other...
How can they tell us to break apart and not realise how hard it is or heart broken we are after that...
It's easy for them to say...
But do they really know what's best for us??

I'm holding this believe that if they see us together and realise that we are meant for each other, they will let us be...
I have faith in this relationship...
I'm praying for us everyday in my prayers...

Well,
After that dream,
It made me see just how much I love and need Dede...
I almost call him after that dream but I'm being considerate...
I don't want to wake him up like so early in the morning...
LOL...

All right,
That was a little depressing...
LOL...

On a higher note,
I sort of had a shopping spree with my mum today...
She's a little weird today...
I asked her for a hair trim which cost like $8 but she bought me a watch which cost like $10...
And when I asked for a top-up card which costs like $28, she bought me a gold earstuds that cost like $60++...
Haha...
And I remembered she said something about saving and not spending...
So much for that...
And I wonder where I get that from...
But I'm happy with the purchases and it made me forget the nightmares...
So no complains...

Furthermore,
I have started on my revisions!!!
I spent like an hour printing all those revision worksheets...
I guess I'm just in a mood to study!!!
I have to keep this up for two whole weeks for it to be fruitful...
All the way!!!

LOL...

Till here then...

cIaUooooo.....

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6:06:00 PM
Friday, December 14, 2007
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I"m happy to announce that it's The HOLIDAYS!!!

2 weeks of no school!!!

But 2 weeks of intensive studying for the end-of-year exams...
Haiz...

Hmmmm...
But but it's okie...
As long as I don't have to go to school it's fine by me...
And I promise I'm gonna use the holidays wisely this time...
I really want to do well for my exams this time...
So no more slacking k??
LOL...

Thinking of it,
2008 is coming in a few days time...
For me 2007 really past very fast...
A lot of things happened...
But I'm really happy that I get to share it with De de...
Guess this time I won't be spending the new year all alone...
Maybe 2008 will be the same??
Maybe even better??

Well,
Today was pretty much a good day...
School finished like 2 hours earlier because of a Lab test...
But then will have a make-up lesson during the 2 wks holidays...
Haiz...
I did well for the lab test though and I'm really happy with it...

After school,
Meet Dede and Gabriel...
We went to shop around Queensway and Funan...
It was fine except that I'm wearing this Everlast pump shoe and it's really hurting my feet...
Poor Poor feet now it's like bruised at the sides and a little swollen...
I'm never ever going wear it again...
Just need to soak my feet and it should be fine le....
Hopefully...

Nothing much happen then...

Just a quickie update...

Till here...

cIaUoooo....

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9:18:00 PM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
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"Only Love"

2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[Chorus]

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye

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8:23:00 AM
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
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I'm being a bad girl today...
I skipped school!!!
Mainly because I woke up super late...
Haha...

So,
I'm gonna stay at home the whole day...
Since I'm not meeting De de today...
But but I'm actually enjoying my time...
LOL...
And and I'd figured out the way to put movies into the Ipod touch...
And I'm really hating Itunes...
Haha...
De de will have to thank me as I spent like half of last night trying to figure it out...
LOL...

Well,
I've been blog hopping...
It seems like most of my friends are having a hard time...

Hmmm...
I have this weakness...
Even if I'm not friends with the person or is just a total stranger,
I still wanna help them...
I don't know why...
Weird huh...
I'm not sure whether is a good thing or not...
Haiz...

For now,
I'm just glad that I'm doing fine...
Maybe I have problems but I choose not to face them and avoid it totally...
I know there will be a time when I have to face it...
For now,
I will just let things be...

All right,

Till here then...

I will try not to slack and get some work done...
We will see to that...
Haha...

CiAuOOOO....

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1:26:00 PM
Monday, December 10, 2007
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I made a little observation today...
It's quite surprising actually...

I don't have a watch you see...
And I have this habit of peaking at other people's watches...
I realised most of them do not set their watches accurately...
Most are 5-30 minutes earlier...
How come??
I don't really know...
But what I do know is that it's to prevent them from being late...
I could never fall for that kind of trick...
Even if I set my watch earlier,
I will still be counting backwards to the correct time...
And still thinks it's early...
LOL...

Yup,
I'm late to school again...
It's not that I like too but it just can't be help...
It's either I miss the bus or end up with a bus driver who drives super slow...
Or I stuck in the toilet doing you don't want to know...
Or I can't even get to the toilet to wash up cause it's occupied by my dear dear family...
I can come up with a thousand excuses why I was l late...

I guess than I should know ways of preventing it....

We will see...

Dots...

The last few days have been fine...
And De de got his 8GB Ipod touch...
It's like so unfair...
He always almost get whatever he wants...
LOL...

If only money drop from the sky...
LOL...
I'm so broke right now...
Haiz...

Looking on the bright side,
My dad's coming home for Hari Raya Haji!!!
Cool eh...
Just hope he comes home with gifts!!!
Haha...

I don't have anything much to say...
As usual,
I'm procastinating...

Well,

Till here then...

Got to get back to business...

Huhuhu...

cIauOOOO...

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9:49:00 PM
Saturday, December 8, 2007
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So i decided to cancel my line and back to prepaid card days...
It's better I guess...
I can control my usage...
LOL...

Oh,
I've changed my number again...
If you want my new number just tag me on msn...

Anyways,
I finally get to go swimming yesterday...
It's was raining though but it stop after a while...
=)...
I had fun and I just love the pool...

After that,
I went to meet De De...
And we headed to Bugis...
And finally get to meet our "long lost friend"...
LOL...
The things gaming can do to a person...

So that's the thing I'm gonna discuss today...
Gaming...
Of course it's fun, thrilling, put you out of your misery, fill up your time...
But still...
It is worth to lose your friends and partners just because you're addicted to gaming??
I don't play this games so who am i to say right??
I just really think that it's childish and unreasonable..
Putting gaming as a reason....
It's not worth it...
Cause after all,
It's just a game...

Hmmm...
A few people have commented that they have trouble tagging me because they have been banned...
So sorry...
But I've lifted the ban so now you shouldn't have trouble with it...
If so,
Just let me know...

I'm so bored right now...

Hopefully Dede will call me and bring me out...

Dede,
Call me call me...

LOL...

Till here then,

cIaUoooo...

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12:07:00 PM
Thursday, December 6, 2007
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The weather now kinda sucks...
It rain and rain and rain...
LOL...
I'm like freezing rite now despite the sweater I'd put on...
Haha...
Need more body fat I guess...
Haha...

2day is our official 10 months...
We sort off counted wrongly...
Hehe...
But it's ok...
"HAPPI 10 MONTHS 2 US!!!"

Well,
We didn't really celebrate it...

How come??

Dede have to go and meet his mum for dinner...
It's okay I guess...
A little bump by it but I'm fine...

But but he fetch me from school and sent me home...
:)

Just as soon as I got home,
My mum make me go meet my uncle to pass my uncle's[another uncle] house key...
So,
I went...
But meet him at wrong place but got to meet in the end...
My this uncle recently just got divorce...
So things are little hard for him right now...
And I realised today that I never had a long conversation with him before...
He asked me to accompany him for dinner and I said yes...
And he treat me and we talk and talk...
I thought it was going to be awkward as he's not the kind to talk much...
But it turns out just fine...
He have so much to tell me...
And I got to know him better...
More dinner dates with him next time...
Haha...

And I'm changing my phone number again...
Back to prepaid...
It's better this way I guess...

I will inform u off the changes but of course I won't post my number here...
You got to ask me personally...
LOL...

ArRRghh...
I'm havin this sore throat and I'm starting to cough again...
Haiz...
I don't want to fall sick...
Please...


After all,
I'm going swimming 2moro...
YAY!!!
So looking forward to it...

Well,
I'm gonna watch one episode of Heroes and I'm off to bed le...

cIAUoooo...

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11:45:00 PM
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
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I didn't realised it was that late...
Haha...
I was really engrossed watching Heroes...
Hehe...

Anyway,
Just a quickie update...

The last few days had been just fine...
Nothing that interesting happen...
School is as usual...
LOL...

Well,
Last Sunday,
My Aunt had some kind of family gathering to celebrate her newborn and her son's circumsization...
I helped out and it was really tiring...
But it nice to see the whole family helping out together...
There's someone missing though...
My dad...

Lately,
I've been watching and hearing stories of girls being spoilt rotten by their daddy...
Hmmmm...
How I wish my daddy is that way...
But but I guess my daddy's is like Hiro's dad...
He look and act tough.
But but deep inside he just like any normal person...
He just show his love in different complicated ways..
What's missing in this family is,
LOVE...
It's so dead around here...
LOL...

Well,
I guess I have nothing much too say...
I'm really sleepy now...
Before I go off to bed,
Just something I had to say...

"When you walk into my life,
You showed me how to feel...
I now know how it feels to be loved by someone...

How's life supposed to be...
Who I can be...
What I am inside...

I feel joy in my life for the first time...
And now I know how it feels to really love someone...

I don't want this to be taken away...
I know I will break down into pieces without you...
My heart can't take it...

So,
Please,

Don't say the words that I don't want to hear...

I need you

I love you"

That's about it...

CiAuOOOO....

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3:48:00 AM
Saturday, December 1, 2007
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I'm kinda stress out now...
I'm trying to complete a project...
And I'm stuck...

So,
I decided to take some time out and write a quick post...
Haha...
As usual...
I will try not to make this post sound depressing...
LOL...

All right..
That time on Friday thought of going swimming...
But it was raining...
Really Heavily..
So,
Ya,
Cannot go...
Haiz...
Next time loh..
I was really excited to go...
Haha...

The last few days been getting very little sleep...
How come??
Watch Heroes online!!!
I love Hiro Nakamura!!!
He's amazed by every single thing and I just like his attitude and he's cute...
Haha...
Peter Pretelli is also one of my favourite...
He's handsome and he is super nice =)...
The type that's extremely hard to find nowadays...
LOLX...
I'm like really addicted to the show...
Can't wait to finish the whole season...
If onli my internet speed is faster...

Anyway,
I have a question...

If you have an ability, what will you want it to be and why??

For me,
I want to be able to read minds and move things with my mind...
I found that this days people tend to keep things to themselves and I'm really curious to know what everyone else is thinking...
As for moving things with my mind is because sometimes I'm just too lazy...
LOL...

Till here then...

Got to go and do what ever that need to get done...

CiaUoooo....

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