Friday, August 1, 2008
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"I wish that I could hold you now...
I wish that I could touch you now...
I wish I could talk to you now...
Be with you somehow"I don't know why...
But I just need to get angry....
I'm so tired of being nice and doing things for others and neglecting my needs....
Maybe if i get angry,
It will make me feel like I still have feelings...
I feel so numb and empty...
All the emotions I kept inside,
It's just waiting to burst out...
And I'm trying to cheer myself up...
Me being angry and emo is just not me...
I know that...
Maybe the stress are getting to me...
The lack of sleep every night...
The lack of fun and laughter...
And gastric pains....
I sound so emo now...
I'm sorry...
Just got to list things down...
Before I drive myself crazy...
Exams are in two weeks time and I haven't done anything yet...
I guess I'll go bury myself with school work now...
Haha...
That will cheer me up...
=.=...
I so need a friend...
A true one that will last...
Enough of me emo-ing le...
Till here...
Tata
Labels: Cheer Up
