time waits for no one ...

Monday, December 24, 2007
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A pretty late post...
LOL...

Quite a few things happen today...

For one,
We need to remember that everyone is a different individual...
It's impossible to have the same person with all the personalities, ways unless it's the person itself...
U can't expect what happened years ago to happen again...
Cause things change...Time moves on...
And we have to move with it...
Or we will be left behind searching for something that we know it's hard to find...
Hoping for a miracle...

Well,
That's not what I'm going to discuss here....

My mum caught one of sisters having a boyfriend...
Well,
I've been there, done that...
As expected she go crazy...
And jump to assumptions...

Her reasons being we are still too young...
Immatured...
We haven't work and give our parents money and we already have one...
It's an embarassing act...
We are giving our parents a bad name and so on...

What she said that really break my heart was that,
When she said,
Women can live without guys...
Yeah,
We sure can...

But don't we wish for something more?
A figure to guide, protect and love us?

I guess she's hurt...

I grown up thinking that all men are the same...
It doesn't help that my dad was one of those men...

But I learnt that's not true...

Maybe I'm right,
Maybe I'm not...

You got to have faith...

Well,

They give us all this consequences but have they ever thought why we did this?
What made us find someone to give us what we need?

I'm not saying what I did was right...
If I were ever to follow what ever she ask for...
I think I will still be inside her shell, just wishing to be free...

I started to break out of that life just last year...
I discovered so many things...
I go to places I never been before and it's only in Singapore...
Places where everyone have numerous times...
I learnt about friends and about people...

And most importantly,
What i am really missing out...

SOmetimes it's good to be stuck inside that shell...
But when will I ever know how life really is?

I guess I made a lot of progress...
I got into trouble and got myself a boyfriend...

And that's the best thing that ever happen to me...

Maybe the worst to my mum...

I guess she will never get it...

I really know what's going through my sisters mind...
What we are looking for...

I just pray that she will eventually understand and let her heart soften up...

For now,
I'm really sorry for what I did and what I'm doing...
You won't understand this and I'm not hoping that you will...
I just hope that you can forgive me...
I'm really sorry.

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