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Sunday, December 16, 2007
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I'm kinda bored right now...
Didn't get to meet Dede for like 2 days le...
And I MISS him!!!
Haiz...

Last night,
I had a really bad dream...
I dreamt that his mum caught us together and we're at his house...
And she's mad and gave us the choice to still be together or break off...
And I remembered that I said something like
"Just break it off...If we are not blessed by our parents why still do it? Why make things hard for ourselves? We must obey our parents. They know what's best for us"
And Dede just cried...
I hug him, ran off and breakdown somewhere...
Then I get glimpses of me crying like almost everyday and just really hurt...
I don't know what happen then cause I woke up with tears in my eyes at like 6am in the morning...
I thought for a moment that it really happen...
Only to realise that it was just a dream...
Haiz...
It took me like a few hours to actually get over it...

I'm praying that this won't ever happen in real life...
I'm surprised by what I had said in the dream...
And I don't mean it at all...
Of course I won't break it off just because they made us too...
Our parents had no idea what we went through, how much we love and need each other...
How can they tell us to break apart and not realise how hard it is or heart broken we are after that...
It's easy for them to say...
But do they really know what's best for us??

I'm holding this believe that if they see us together and realise that we are meant for each other, they will let us be...
I have faith in this relationship...
I'm praying for us everyday in my prayers...

Well,
After that dream,
It made me see just how much I love and need Dede...
I almost call him after that dream but I'm being considerate...
I don't want to wake him up like so early in the morning...
LOL...

All right,
That was a little depressing...
LOL...

On a higher note,
I sort of had a shopping spree with my mum today...
She's a little weird today...
I asked her for a hair trim which cost like $8 but she bought me a watch which cost like $10...
And when I asked for a top-up card which costs like $28, she bought me a gold earstuds that cost like $60++...
Haha...
And I remembered she said something about saving and not spending...
So much for that...
And I wonder where I get that from...
But I'm happy with the purchases and it made me forget the nightmares...
So no complains...

Furthermore,
I have started on my revisions!!!
I spent like an hour printing all those revision worksheets...
I guess I'm just in a mood to study!!!
I have to keep this up for two whole weeks for it to be fruitful...
All the way!!!

LOL...

Till here then...

cIaUooooo.....

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