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Monday, October 22, 2007
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I'm like the most unluckiest person...
Why is it always my laptop that have problems?...
It was like working fine in the day...
And I don't know some idiot go into some website, download and now there's virus detected...
I've been spending a few hours trying to get rid of it...
But I don't think it really worked...
Although my laptop is still working...
It's really laggy and things like security alerts keep poping out every few minutes...
It's really irritating...
Haiz..

Anyway,

Today went to one of my relatives house for hari raya...
And discovered that they have about 9 cats...
It's all really very cute...
I was kinda scared at first...
Haha...
I'm not use to it ba...
But i guess it's really fun to have them around...
Though taking care of them isn't really an easy task...
haha...

Then,
We went to Northpoint as my dsd wsnted to get some stuffs...

And he's seriously being a jerk the whole day...

Firstly,
We had to persuade him to actually go out...
He knows that it's the last day that he can go out with us for hari raya...
He won't be in Singapore for quite sometime...
What's wrong with taking the time to spend with his family and visit his siblings which he sees like a few times a year?...

And the words he said was kinda hurtful to us all...
My mum was really fed up and I know she's hurting inside...
How could he said that and expect us to just ignore it?
And he pretended like nothing happened...
I was really hating him then...
He really can be an idiot sometimes...
Can't he see that my mum is like really hurt?...
He didn't even make the effort to console her...
Just pretend to be oblivious to it all...
I really hope that he will regret what he did...

At one point,
I was thinking and I felt kinda bad...
I'm being a really bad daughther...
I continue to have a boyfriend behind her back even when she disallowed it...
I lied to her..
And the list goes on I guess...
I want to be a good daughther...
I really do...
But it's isn't that easy...

I will have to leave Dede...
Be home straight after school...
Listen to her all the time...
I use to do that...
But I can't anymore...
I don't want to go back to that kind of life...

I love Dede and I don't want to leave him...
He's like evrything to me now...
Losing him is like losing a big part of me...

Well,
After breaking out from her shell,
That's the time I really see the world...
You won't believe the number of places I never been before....
It was a lot of first time for me...

I love my life now...
I don't want to go back to how it was before...
I got everything I need now...

Forgive me, mum...
I had to do what I had to do...
If only you understand...
I'm really sorry that I hurt you...
I didn't mean too...
I'm really sorry...
Haiz...

It's been like 2 days seen I last seen Dede...
I miss him...
But I will most probably see him tomorrow/later...

Tomorrow,
My dad will be leaving for India again...
I'm not sure when he wil come back...
Probably next year...
Part of me really want him to go...
Cause when he's around he's been a nuisance to us all....
But I know I will stil miss him in the end...

That's all I have to say I guess...
It's geting really late and I should get some sleep le...
I have school in the morning and a long day ahead...

cIaUooo...

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