Today,
It's our 9 months le...
How fast time flies and who would have thought we would last this long....
=)...
Well,
We meet at Causeway point to have our dinner at Swensen's....
Dede was being really nice...
He made me this card and even gave me a bouquet of flowers...
Take a look:
[It's a pink rose and purple Hibiscus, I think....3 stalks of it represents "I love you"...]
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That's like the first ever flower I ever received from a boyfriend...
I'm really touched and I love it...
Thanks you so much Dede =x...
I ate Mac' N cheese and he ordered mega burger...
It's not that bad...
And we had Cookie summit for dessert...
Yum, yum....
I'm really full after that meal and my tummy's bloated now...
Huhuhu...
After that,
We walked around causeway for a while and took a bus to yishun...
And finally the moment I been waiting for a zillion years...
I finally, finally get my DOUBLE CHOCOLATE...
YAY!!!...
Thanks again Dede, =)...
We talked for a while and took the bus home...
Played Boggle again and I won him twice, =)...
And I came home to an empty house...
huhuhu...
I really had fun today and enjoyed it although it's not much...
What can I say?...
I always enjoy the moment I spent with Dede...
It's the best time in my life right now and I will treasure it while it lasts...
I'm happy now...
Even though there's still flaws here and there, it don't matter to me anymore...
I have to enjoy little things that happened and always think positive...
Appreciate everything that I have now and stop searching for those that I know I won't get...
It's pointless....
Hmmmm...
Seems like everyone getting things off their chest...
Maybe I should too...
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To: Michelle
Firstly,
I'm sorry.
I didn't mean to set you up but I had too.
It wasn't easy for me.
I predicted things will turn out this way.
But I'm just helping a friend and I thought that it might help you...
My intention wasn't to get you guys back together but to give you guys a chance to talk it out...
Unfortunately, it didn't really worked out...
You could have told me what ever is going on between you guys...
Cause seriously I have no idea...
I'm always the last to know...
All those times we asked you what's wrong,
You always said that it's nothing and you don't want to talk about it...
See,
Now you even ask us to go and asked Nic what happened when you yourself could have just told us...
Is it that hard?...
How am I suppose to help you then?...
I don't read minds...
And,
You know that I will help you out...
I feel kinda guilty that I was the one who encouraged you to have a go with it...
But you know you could always opted out if you wanted too...
I won't forced you...
I would have understand...
Sorry if you felt trapped and that we drove you to a corner...
Let me get this straight...
It wasn't what we intended but again sorry if you felt that way...
We should have known better shouldn't we...
It's all mess up now I guess...
A lot of misunderstanding and misconception...
If only we've been more straight towards each other...
Honestly,
This is really a stupiq thing to be quarelling about...
We could have dealt it in a better and more mature way...
But this is how you want it ba...
Now,
You've lost trust in us and are disappointed...
I know no matter how much I say and try to clear things up, it won't matter to you anymore and you won't want to listen anyway...
Cause now, all it matters is what you think, what you feel, your point of view ba...
We disappointed you and that's the end of it...
I just hope you won't hold a grudge towards us all...
As I won't...
I will always forgive no matter what...
It's not up to me to decide whether a person should be forgiven or not...
Since,
You want us not to be bestfriends anymore,
I will just go with it and let it be...
No point arguing and trying to mend things...
I'm just really tired of dealing with this stuff...
I don't need all this...
Just let it be ba...
I don't care anymore...
Maybe this will turned out for the better...
But I doubt so ba...
Knowing you...
Well,
Guess now you're really happy with him...
I'm really glad you've found what you wanted...
Hope it will lasts...
And,
All the best for your 'O' levels and everything that you do...
Just know,
If you have any problems or troubles,
Feel free to talk to me and I will help all I can...
Doesn't matter if we are not friends anymore, I will still help you...
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All I can say now is,
Friends comes and goes...
I'm just waiting for that true friend to come out...
You lose one, you gain another...
That's all I have to say for now...
cIaUoooo....
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