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Tuesday, August 14, 2007
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*Morning!!!*

*Well, I woke up this morning with some ideas to write my post...
I better write it down before I forget...
It's a little lame I guess...
You don't have to read if you don't want too...
I'm just really bored...
So once again bear with me...*

The sound of my mum's shouts woke me up from a very deep sleep.
Gosh, She have the ability to irritate me early in the morning...
This time it's about me using the phone for too long...
The fact is I'm using my hand phone and I'm paying the bills...
It does not affect her in any way and yet she scolded me...
Sigh...
Why is she always finding fault with me?
Everything I do seems wrong to her...
It's fun to pick on me isn't it?...

I dozed off again when she finally went of to work..
This time it's the sound of rummaging in the kitchen that woke me up...
Drag my tired body to the kitchen and saw the most unexpectable moment...
My dad is actually washing the dishes...
I mean really washing the dishes with his hands...
Wishing that I had a video camera to record this down, I went to do my own business...
He didn't say a word to me which is just as well...
Then, I had this thought out of nowhere...
What if he become a househusband...
My mind now picturing of him doing whatever my mum does...
Him cooking, cleaning, calling us up to come home....
Wow...
HAHAHAHAHA...
What the hell am I thinking???
Thanks to that stupid day dream...
I can't face him without laughing out loud...
It's not that funny, I know...
But if you my dad real well you'll know what I'm seeing...
HAHAHAHAHA...

Okay,
Got to stop laughing now...
Ahem....
Continuing....

Put that aside,
My mind is still trying to figure how to works things out with my friends...
Little did I know that having a boyfriend can cause so much trouble...
I miss my single life...
But I'm enjoying my life now...
I'm learning new things everyday...
My lonely days are filled...
I know that I have someone by my side always...

As usual,
Troubles brew in...
It seems like whenever I found some kind of happiness,
Some thing or someone will want to take it away from me...
Does it hurt them to see me actually for once having the time of my life?

The existance of a boyfriend,
Add on to the number of people I need to spend time with...
Family, friends, him and maybe myself...
It just seems natural to be spending a lot of time with him...
After all,
We didn't start off with being close friends...
There's so much to learn about each other...
Testing each other to see how far this can goes...
Maybe I'm preoccupied with him,
Forgetting I have others...
But it seems to me,
They don't need me...
As I been mentioning a number of times...
I'm will always want to spend time with them...
My heart still cares about them...
All it takes is just a call and I'm there...
I know that they are all I have...
And I'm treasuring them...
I'm not taking them for granted...
If I am,
I won't even bother or take the fuss to find out how they are doing...
It may seem that I'm gone,
But the fact is I'm not...
Being self fish I may seem...
But why do I find that I'm having less time for myself??
Why is it then I feel myself hurt when others are happy??
Why am I thinking of how others are doing when I myself know I got my own problems to deal with??
Am I still being self fish??

Well,
I'm pretty much confused now...
Should I apologise for the things I had done?
It's nothing biggie,
I guess...
I'm clueless in a way...
I didn't betray anyone or break their hearts did I??
I guess I'm really sorry If I had...
Sometimes you just don't realise that some things you do might affect others in a way you never thought it would...
No matter how hard you think of the consequences,
You're bound to miss one or two...
That's what life thought me...
It's unfair...
It's full of mistakes....

*Wow...

I guess that took some things off my chest...
See De de,
I'm not keeping things to myself anymore...
Hmmm...
Got to go now...
I'm going school to study later...
My first paper is tomorrow!!!
*panicking*
Got to go, got to go..

cIaUoooo....

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